I went to the Valentine's Day Party for the local Deaf Club by myself last night. I really debated going, because I wasn't sure if anyone else from my class was going. I am really glad that I went, I feel it helped me to better understand, at least a little bit, what being deaf must be like. I ended up sitting by myself for a while just observing, until one of the members invited me to come sit at another table. While I was observing, I truly felt that I was on the fringes of an event. Being there, but not really being involved or feeling welcome. While discomforting and over-whelming, it was also a wonderful learning experience for me. Once I moved to the other table, things were less uncomfortable as one of the men included me in the conversations, being very patient and helping me with my signs. One aspect that stands out in my mind is that when the children decided to start popping balloons, I was the only one that flinched. Everyone else would just continue with their discussion. This helped me to better understand what a daunting experience it can be for a deaf parent with a hearing child. Not that I don't think it a doable experience, but it certainly must open up a whole new avenue of concerns and challenges that hearing parents don't face.
Sorry, for rambling, but just going by myself in the first place was an accomplishment, and I feel the experience helped me to personally expand on my knowledge of the Deaf Community.