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Drinking coffee. I don't know what I'm thinking, doing that at 8 pm. I'll never get to sleep tonight now. :lol:

I just made red eye coffee (coffee + one shot of espresso) and now munching on dark chocolate (65%). I wish a cuppa joe can keep me awake like you :(
 
Drinking coffee. I don't know what I'm thinking, doing that at 8 pm. I'll never get to sleep tonight now. :lol:

enjoy it, thats what i do, i drink coffee at nights, not a crime sure you stay awake but think of all the TV and computer games you can play
 
there is always exception and they do not always look for one that satisfies every specific requirement. the requirement field is actually an ideal. that's why there are 2 types of requirements... something like this - "Requirement" (their ideal employee) and "Required" (absolutely must have)

most of my jobs - I do not meet their requirements completely but they will overlook it depending on your experiences and personality.

in most cases - the BA degree requirement is always overlooked or waived if you have sufficient amount of experiences.
That's true- my education degree I don't think really factored into my getting a lot of the jobs that I ended up getting (more that I knew/worked with mainframe lol).

Trying to keep up and keep busy- am looking into other free online courses that's worth taking- hard to find anything of quality that doesn't cost money (that I don't necessarily have lol).

It's harder too right now with my age :P
So onwards :)
 
I have to totally disagree. My ex husband I am positive has undiagnosed manic depressive disorder. Bipolar people go through their highs and lows quickly, sometimes several times a day. With m/d they go long periods being "ok" manic or depressed. My ex was in full blown Charlie Sheen "WINNING" hyper mania for 3 months. It was horrible. For the first month I though he was smoking crack and I was forever looking for his stash. He quit his job and decided to start a landscaping business, then he decided he wanted to sell plants. he'd dig up plants from the woods, and I stg he was stealing people
plants out of their yards then he'd be up all night every night replanting them. My back yard looked like a jungle. He lost like 30 pounds because he wasn't eating or sleeping. They turned off his debit card because he was using it so much it threw up red flags with the bank. He literally used all if tax refund buying dirt and fertilizer. He was OBSSESED with mushrooms and fudge. When he was pitying plants he was looking fir mushrooms or trying to make the perfect fudge. He had an explosive temper. One night he yelled at me for 5 minutes for stirring his fudge. I was going to school at the time, I needed to go on the comp and do homework. We had a virus on the cop and he was running a scan to find it. So I was not allowed to touch the computer. This is the same night as the fudge. Well I'm checking on the scan, it found the virus. I go in the backyard to tell him it's done and they found it. Yes he was pitying plants. He comes and freaks out that I touched the comp. he punched the minister cracked it all to hell then picked up the CPU over his head and slammed it on the floor. I was taking an online business course, he freaked the kids out. They were there and they wouldn't let him drive them to school any more. See they weren't taking the bus because he'd be up all night and wouldn't wake up to the alarm. This was before I got a sonic boom alarm clock. They were late for school all the time. During this 3 month period he broke all if my wine glasses lo, threw me out of the house and locked me out. Bagged up all his mothers stuff in trash bags and kicked her out.

He was a raving freaking lunatic. Mania is NOT the least of their priblems. It's the worst if their problems. Then he spent another 3 months depressed.

I prefer trips of mania... They're much better than depression...( Laying in bed for days and sleeping for 16 hours feeling like you haven't slept at all. Feeling like the things that brought you the most joy suck more than anything ) Much better than pure anger ( Getting super angry over the teeniest things like someone's slightly annoying laugh and imagining stabbing them with a pencil repeatedly for it ) and certainly much better than mixed episodes. ( Where you bust out crying for no reason and then randomly go to a fit of rage and anger when someone asks what's wrong because you feel they're feeling sorry for you and they're not being sincere and need to go jump in a pit of fire ) Bipolar peoples moods do not flux multiple times in one day, minute to minute or hour to hour unless they are diagnosed rapid cycling, which is rare. ( cough cough ) I know what you are referring to... No, it's not fun... Clearly, he needs some major fun time medications too. :shock: Most bipolar people's moods flux every couple of weeks or months. If he was in the state he was in for a few months as you indicated, I don't think he was a rapid cycle-r as rapid cycle-rs do not stay locked in the same mood for long periods of time like that. Not all people on a mania trip are that severe... I would say that wasn't mania and more of a mixed episode. Mixed episodes have periods of mania with moments of delusions and severe anger. Definitely sounds more like a mixed episode or a rapid mood flux. It's hard to look at a bipolar person ( someone's mood who fluxes on a regular basis for fun and unpredictably ) and say "Oh, you're going through this period right now!" Unfortunately, it's not that simple. Any psychiatrist will tell you a period of mania is the least worrisome period mood swing for any bipolar person. Depression has a high suicide rate, mixed episodes and anger episodes have high jail / murder rates or even self harm rates but mania? Mania usually has a low harm rate to others or the person themselves. Sure, some people have rough periods... but for the most part, it's the least concerning mood flux in the whole mix.

However, I'm sorry your ex was an un-medicated ass hat. :(
 
No he wasn't a cycling one. He's not truly bipolar even. But when I was researching it when he was buggy that was what I found to be the difference between bipolar and manic depressive. He's been slightly manic a few times but in 2008 that was the only time he'd ever been hyper manic. I also read that sleep deprivation can kick them off into it. He stayed up all night one night doing coke with his buddies and in the morning when I woke up he was like that. From then on every time he stayed up late I got all nervous he was going to be bugger nuts again. He was always an asshole, serious anger management issues, but during that hyper manic episode, he wasn't just manic, he was awful. And he wouldn't shut up. You should have seen his cell phone bill. Omg.

I'd tried a few times to talk to him, that he needs to go see someone but he'd just blame me. I made him crazy. I made him mad. I could go on and on, but that shits in the review. He basically self medicated with pot. When I told him I was leaving, I couldn't ride his emotional roller coaster anymore he said he'd go get help. So he goes to the PCP and tells him he's depressed because I want a divorce. So he gets a script for Prozac. I'm like dude, you didn't tell him any of your history. You're not just depressed. You need to see a psychiatrist, you might not even be on the right drugs. See, even then he was still blaming me for his nuttiness. Blaaaaah
 
No he wasn't a cycling one. He's not truly bipolar even. But when I was researching it when he was buggy that was what I found to be the difference between bipolar and manic depressive. He's been slightly manic a few times but in 2008 that was the only time he'd ever been hyper manic. I also read that sleep deprivation can kick them off into it. He stayed up all night one night doing coke with his buddies and in the morning when I woke up he was like that. From then on every time he stayed up late I got all nervous he was going to be bugger nuts again. He was always an asshole, serious anger management issues, but during that hyper manic episode, he wasn't just manic, he was awful. And he wouldn't shut up. You should have seen his cell phone bill. Omg.

I'd tried a few times to talk to him, that he needs to go see someone but he'd just blame me. I made him crazy. I made him mad. I could go on and on, but that shits in the review. He basically self medicated with pot. When I told him I was leaving, I couldn't ride his emotional roller coaster anymore he said he'd go get help. So he goes to the PCP and tells him he's depressed because I want a divorce. So he gets a script for Prozac. I'm like dude, you didn't tell him any of your history. You're not just depressed. You need to see a psychiatrist, you might not even be on the right drugs. See, even then he was still blaming me for his nuttiness. Blaaaaah

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.... doing drugs certainly didn't help... :shock:

Also, he might not have been on the right script, that's for sure. :ugh: Definitely takes a long time to get the right ones, and it definitely takes at least 30-45 days for them to even START working...

Most people when they're diagnosed, or told by other people ( you in this case ) go into denile and think oh it's them it's not ME, it can't be ME I don't need this sh*t! :roll: Sad, but true. Sometimes, they never come to the harsh reality that they need the medication and the help.

Hopefully one day he'll wise up and get the help he needs. :(
 
I am trying not to poke the big bruise i got from hitting my leg with the door of the car. Its just so tempting...
 
So I looked on my Amtrak app for a roundtrip on Trains #393 and #392, and guess what I discovered? Yeah, the price was $34 on-line, and at Union Station, it's gonna cost me an arm and a leg, being that I'm getting the tickets within the month of May.
 
$34.00 is not an arm and a leg.... I'm pretty sure you need to go look at airfare... THEN you can complain about paying an arm and a leg for traveling...

My last trip to Romania from Tampa round trip was $1700.00 and that was reserving it 6 months in advance.

My last trip from Tampa to New York round trip was $350.00 reserved 2 months in advance.

$34.00 is an arm and a leg? It cost me $34.00 to fill up my gas tank in my my car! :laugh2: ( A 4 cylinder! ) I'd hop on a damn Amtrak for $34.00 if I had that option. Puhluease! :roll:
 
$34.00 is not an arm and a leg.... I'm pretty sure you need to go look at airfare... THEN you can complain about paying an arm and a leg for traveling...

My last trip to Romania round trip was $1700.00 and that was reserving it 6 months in advance.

My last trip from Tampa to New York round trip was $350.00 reserved 2 months in advance.

$34.00 is an arm and a leg? I'd hop on a damn Amtrak for $34.00 if I had that option.


Ah, I forgot to mention a critical piece of info. I go to Union Station, I'd be paying cash. Those cost at least $20 more, but considering that I'm departing on the 30th, it's gonna be higher than usual.
 
Ah, I forgot to mention a critical piece of info. I go to Union Station, I'd be paying cash. Those cost at least $20 more, but considering that I'm departing on the 30th, it's gonna be higher than usual.

So $54.00.... that's still not an arm and a leg.... Just throwing that out there... Definitely not an arm and a leg.... If your arm and leg are only worth $54.00... you have got some problems... You have a debit card you go on and on about all the time, you can just use that instead of paying a higher cost for cash or reserve online. There are ways to get around that.
 
So $54.00.... that's still not an arm and a leg.... Just throwing that out there... Definitely not an arm and a leg.... If your arm and leg are only worth $54.00... you have got some problems... You have a debit card you go on and on about all the time, you can just use that instead of paying a higher cost for cash or reserve online. There are ways to get around that.


Higher than that. I'm talking closer to $70, at least. And I do have an e-voucher worth almost $90, and I'm intending to use it.
 
So I looked on my Amtrak app for a roundtrip on Trains #393 and #392, and guess what I discovered? Yeah, the price was $34 on-line, and at Union Station, it's gonna cost me an arm and a leg, being that I'm getting the tickets within the month of May.

oic. yea sux to be on fixed income.

although I wish my truck gas refill is $34 because the actual cost is around $60 at this current gas price.
 
Ah, I forgot to mention a critical piece of info. I go to Union Station, I'd be paying cash. Those cost at least $20 more, but considering that I'm departing on the 30th, it's gonna be higher than usual.

so buy it online and save $20.
 
I pay $16,000 for one academic year of law school. Now that's a leg...not $40 in gas.
 
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Higher than that. I'm talking closer to $70, at least. And I do have an e-voucher worth almost $90, and I'm intending to use it.

O....M....G....

So you have a friggin E-Voucher worth friggin $90.00 that you're going to be using !?! So you're not going to be out any technical CASH!?!? Omg... do you ever think about what you say before you say it, or do you like to be just surprised about the stuff that flows out of your mouth as everyone else is? Just a question.... Because... seriously....
 
Have flown several times paid out of my own pocket as well as Amtrak's sleeper train paid out of my pocket. Drove cross country several times with my own money. I get what I pay for to enjoy my travel adventures.
 
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