javapride
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if ur referring to the posting i made in the general discussion, it was of my own doing and i was making some decision, wanted to get some feedback I DID wanted to talk tou about my posting it in the IM, but knew u wouldn t want to talk, but i got some feedback from someone else and i posted it, on my own doing wanted to come clean and clean my actions... there was no need to thank me for this, I did this on my own fly, cuz i care enuff about myself to know its gotta stop, i lost ur freindship because of my abusive ways, and this woke me up in a big way. ITS U i should be thanking, not u thanking me.... A true friend doesn't have to post something like this on the publicity but u did, takes a 5,500 mile wake up call in a speed of light to do this, and now i d like VERY much to make amends, to clean more then just a mess to justify what i have done to the poeple i do care about, I fucked up plain simple and said, and i know. I got the worse flaw of all and i am gonna break that flaw into a million pieces and talking isn t going to break it doing it is .... U said some things in the posting ( several of them) and i was pissed but i didn t say anything about it, took me a while to refrain myself from things and etc.
we don t talk much anymore but we do pm which is just fine with me a decorum of respect is a wise thing. U are a wise person and so's oddball.... maybe U and oddball make a good teamwork in doing something i had mentioned in the DV thread, it would be the perfect thing for u to go thru u are the advocate for three things, DV, politics and deaf community rights, ODD BALL is the advocate for the DV Sexual assult and many other ways,
I do know we're not perfect but this kind of perfection doesn t come in spades it comes in a learned behavior and im going to break that learned behavior and succeed in overcoming my temper and say I CAN DO IT!
we don t talk much anymore but we do pm which is just fine with me a decorum of respect is a wise thing. U are a wise person and so's oddball.... maybe U and oddball make a good teamwork in doing something i had mentioned in the DV thread, it would be the perfect thing for u to go thru u are the advocate for three things, DV, politics and deaf community rights, ODD BALL is the advocate for the DV Sexual assult and many other ways,
I do know we're not perfect but this kind of perfection doesn t come in spades it comes in a learned behavior and im going to break that learned behavior and succeed in overcoming my temper and say I CAN DO IT!
