Dang...what a topic!
After reading several posts related to the topic, I can honestly say that sometimes its easy to forgive in some situations than others.
The "others" takes time to heal if they ever heal. Now I know that one should forgive and forget in order to live in peace with oneself and others but again that is a big order and I am human afterall.
Do I blame God for some of the things that have happend in the past? Yes I do. Have I forgiven Him? Yes I have. Have I forgiven some people? Some I have, some I haven't, some I may never forgive.
The one thing I can honestly say is that forgiveness isn't easily handed out.
I understand, I know it hasn't been easy for you Byrdie but thank you for being very honest.