Let me Rant, Please?

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Deafilmedia said:
Good god now your dissecting my posts? Just read em for what they are. I calls em hows I sees em.

Nobody listens to a WHINER.

Oh yeah whats that over there - oh thats the worlds smallest violin playing a sad tune for you.


*giggle*

As for what I look like , that pic in my signature is me. There are plenty more I would be happy to show you.

You look okay.

It really sounds like you don't want to work but yet you come here to whine and complain about not finding work. The thing about job applications is that they work better if you actually fill them out and return them.

I did.

And your piece on the dog being your nephews I dont buy any of it. If it was your dog to begin with then own up to the responsibility of your mistake. If there isnt a dog in the picture at all then fess up to it now.

you said you don't believe I went to film school and now you're saying my dog didn't exist, and now you are saying made up stories about my life?

Here's your chance to come right out, come clean, fess up your sins and oh yeah the choir is singing Take Up Your Cross for the Invitation.

All you gotta do is come clean right here right now, here's your chance to make nice with everybody here. This has been going on for YEARS now and its ri-damn-diculous to be honest.

If you come clean here, fess up to what's REALLY going on then I am sure people would be more willing to help you out. If youre not willing to help yourself here, then no one here can help you.

What do you want me to say? That I worked as a dishwasher at
a small town in Mississippi with redneck and stay in Mississippi all
of my life... just like you?

None of us are professionals. If you need to talk to a professional then there are free and or reduced cost counseling services out there, go look it up on the yellow pages.

sigh

But please this charade has got to stop.

Then put me on ignore.
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Why should I? You already ignore everyone elses offers of help and advice already.......

If you really do work as a dishwasher in a nursing home in Mississippi then I would ten times rather hear that than some grand lie of world travel, education at Gally/RIT and filmschool in Hollywood and in the same breath complaints about where your life is now.

I dont know what is true and what isnt, but I am usually fairly good at busting a lie when I see one. The dog story did not make sense, did not add up, did not compute. Because I called you out on it and you sluff off the blame to a nehew (fact or fictional) to keep your rear from getting chewed, it is a common behavior. Also your stories change ALOT.

To be honest - I think you have lied and connived so much that even you no longer know what is real and what is not. This is very concerning.

You keep changing emails and usernames and even ISPs to keep coming back her to stealthily re-register, and con us for a short while then when you get busted you go into this all out whiney woe is me mode and eventually you get banned then you come back a few months later, cycle starts again.

This is a sign of a very serious mental problem. You really do need help in seriousness. Perhaps there is an AD member close to you that can help you get set on the right foot towards getting out on your own. We are not going to find the jobs for you but rather we'll call you check on your progress. We will not drive you to interviews, it is up to you to take public transportation to get there, but we will call to ask how the interview went.

We will not buy you new clothes but if we have anything in our closets that we no longer want or need, or cant wear we'll be glad to donate to you if you are going to use it for a job interview.

If you are having a bad day, we'll listen but we will not sit by and let you drown in self pity.

If you need a good swift kick in the butt to get you going, we'll be more than happy to offer that good swift kick to the posterior.

But we will not be taken advantage of, we will not be conned. But it is up to you to listen to the advice that has been given. We cannot help you achieve your goals through a computer monitor and a keyboard. God helps those that helps themselves.

If you want to get out of this hole you dug for yourself then you have to be willing to pick up the shovel and start fixing the hole so that you can get out.

We have been trying to help but now it is down to the point that all we can do is offer tough love or ignore you completely.
 
Why should I? You already ignore everyone elses offers of help and advice already.......

If you really do work as a dishwasher in a nursing home in Mississippi then I would ten times rather hear that than some grand lie of world travel, education at Gally/RIT and filmschool in Hollywood and in the same breath complaints about where your life is now.

That is my nickname... my mom called me, "Miss World Traveler",
I am wild... I can't, I repeat, I can't stay at home. I ran away from home when I was 10, I went to my Grandmom's house on foot. Then at age 13, I walked on the Mississippi Bridge on foot, from Memphis to West Memphis.
Then at age 17, I ran away to California.... Then at age 20, after I got my driver license, I went to Niagara Falls, all over Canada, New York City, Detroit, Chicago and then kept going down south to Florida keys.
Then after that, at age 21, I went to Bahamas on the cruise with my family.
Then by myself I went to Jamaica at age 25 on the cruise. Then I went to Paris in year 2000, and then in 2004, I went to Alaska. In 2005, I went to Hawaii. Oh yeah... I did those things... it was fun.

It is sad that there are some people who stay at home and never visit places...

But I won't stay at home all of my life.... I gotta go. Next I will go to Japan

Hey I never went to RIT. Yes I went to Gallaudet, since they closed down classes at the tv department, my professor suggested that I go to film school... so I went.

That is really really really sad. I show you the video that proof that I went to film school in Hollywood... where the heck you think I got it from? You think I google it up and download somebody video and transfer to myspace and said that I went there?

What is wrong with you? You never went to anywhere, you stay at your hometown forever??? Wow, what a boring life... don't you wanna go out of town and travel?

I dont know what is true and what isnt, but I am usually fairly good at busting a lie when I see one. The dog story did not make sense, did not add up, did not compute. Because I called you out on it and you sluff off the blame to a nehew (fact or fictional) to keep your rear from getting chewed, it is a common behavior. Also your stories change ALOT.

Blame what on my Nephew? I just said my Nephew's dog is gone.

To be honest - I think you have lied and connived so much that even you no longer know what is real and what is not. This is very concerning.

Do you know me? You just assume you know me? your life is that boring?

You keep changing emails and usernames and even ISPs to keep coming back her to stealthily re-register, and con us for a short while then when you get busted you go into this all out whiney woe is me mode and eventually you get banned then you come back a few months later, cycle starts again.

this is your problem? why worry about it?

This is a sign of a very serious mental problem. You really do need help in seriousness. Perhaps there is an AD member close to you that can help you get set on the right foot towards getting out on your own. We are not going to find the jobs for you but rather we'll call you check on your progress. We will not drive you to interviews, it is up to you to take public transportation to get there, but we will call to ask how the interview went.

well my Gallaudet professor told me this mouse story, (Native American storyteller)...

The Mouse story...
Here goes...

A mouse played with his friends (mices) and they were all normal.

A mouse heard a noise... in the bushes... so he went through the bushes...
and met a frog.... a Frog told him to jump high until you see a sacred mountain.... So the mouse jumps up, jumps up, and jumps up, and finally
saw a mountain, but because the mouse jumps so high, he fell in the river
and finally got back up on land...

The mouse got so mad, he finally went back home... and when he
finally got home... he tried to tell his friends, but his friends DON'T BELIEVE
HIM, they stay away from him because they think he is INSANE.

So the mouse sadly went back to the bushes and met the frog again...
The Frog told him to go to the Sacred Mountain, you got to swim across the river...
So the mouse swam across the river... and walk and walk and walk...
Then he met his grandmother there.... she lived in a tree that has many
fruits and berries and grandmother said you can stay here with me forever.

The mouse didn't want to mooch off his Grandmother, so he decide to go
he was about to cross the field, but the Eagle was flying high in the sky...

He got really scare and went back to his Grandmother's house and mooch off of her... It was so boring... he doesn't want to be like his Grandmother, he doesn't want to stay there and grow old and die here...

So he went back to the field... if he cross that field, the Eagle will surely get him. But he met a blind buffalo, the buffalo
offer him... if you give me your eyes, I will safely take you where you want
to go. So the mouse gave the buffalo his eyes, and while the mouse were under the buffalo, they ran together... finally to the sacred mountain.

The mouse was so happy that he finally got to the sacred mountain...
he thanks the Buffalo and the Buffalo went away...
but then what?

He met a goat... a goat told him that he hasn't succeed yet... told
him he has to climb up the mountain to the mountain top.

The mouse was so scare... so he wants to go back home...
but he doesn't want to cross the field cause the eagle will eat him..

So he went to a lake... and drank some water... and thinking...

Welll since I made it this far... I can't go back... my friends think I am
strange... or INSANE... and plus I am blind...

So he went and met the goat again...
The goat offer him, give me your tail, cause I have no tail, I'm injured, I promise
to take you to the top of the mountain if you give me your tail.
So the mouse gave his tail to the goat... and then they went up
and up and up and up to top of the mountain...

Finally finally finally the mouse succeed....

He is on top of the world.

So the goat said goodbye and left the mouse on top of the hill all alone...

Then suddenly something swoop him off the mountain... he was flying
and finally can see...

Even though the mouse's body is in the Eagle's belly, but the Mouse's SOUL and SPIRIT is in the Eagle's body...

The mouse saw the goat, "Hello Goat!"
The mouse saw the buffalo, "Hello Buffalo!"
The mouse saw his grandmother, "Hello Grandmom!"
The mouse saw the frog, "Hello Frog!"
The mouse saw his friends, "Hello Friends, I made it to the top of the Sacred Mountain and now I am flying.... my Soul and Spirit is in a new body!"

The End.

So my point is... I gotta go out there and succeed, I shouldn't give up.


We will not buy you new clothes but if we have anything in our closets that we no longer want or need, or cant wear we'll be glad to donate to you if you are going to use it for a job interview.

If you are having a bad day, we'll listen but we will not sit by and let you drown in self pity.

If you need a good swift kick in the butt to get you going, we'll be more than happy to offer that good swift kick to the posterior.

But we will not be taken advantage of, we will not be conned. But it is up to you to listen to the advice that has been given. We cannot help you achieve your goals through a computer monitor and a keyboard. God helps those that helps themselves.

If you want to get out of this hole you dug for yourself then you have to be willing to pick up the shovel and start fixing the hole so that you can get out.

We have been trying to help but now it is down to the point that all we can do is offer tough love or ignore you completely.


Just because you don't believe me that I went to film school and travel and stuff...
That is all you guys tell me to do... get out of my mom's house and go get a job... and that is what I DID..... I left HOME and went to Film School and try to get myself a job there... but people there said I CAN'T!!!!!


So I am back home... and I don't know what to do now.
 
Cheri said:
Since when she ever takes our advices? Almost never. I rest my case. ;)
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Yes I know, that's what I said the same... Re-read my post... That's why I don't give her my feedback because I know it's waste of my time...

Originally Posted by Liebling:)))
I was like *sigh* after read those whole thread here.

You know what Deafilmedia aks Miss P, TTT and more sn is... Why can´t you simple ignore her character and try to give her positive feedback then...? If it doesn´t work then leave this thread alone and visit other threads then you will be okay...
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I suggest anyone to ignore and visit other threads instead of bully her.
 
Liebling:-))) said:
Yes I know, that's what I said the same... Re-read my post... That's why I don't give her my feedback because I know it's waste of my time...



I suggest anyone to ignore and visit other threads instead of bully her.
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that is right, stop bullying me.
 
Liebling:-))) said:
Yes I know, that's what I said the same... Re-read my post... That's why I don't give her my feedback because I know it's waste of my time...



I suggest anyone to ignore and visit other threads instead of bully her.
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Yup, not worth to bash on her, just leave her alone.
 
I don't know you, nor do I know this other person you keep mentioning but I decided to reply 'cause one thing is bugging me - why did you even lie to K-Mart saying you're pregnant? Didn't you know that most places usually don't want to hire pregnant women just 'cause they'll be due with their baby in however many months then mostly will continue to stay home, even past their maternity leave allowance. I know they're not supposed to discriminate but still they tend to just not hire preggos. :/ And why did you quit, just so they wouldn't find out that you weren't preggo? For all they could have known, you either didn't show very much or had a miscarriage, or hell even an abortion. It's none of their business!

Another thing that bugs me, lying to SSI office saying that you have severe disabilities is just whoa. . . really sad!

With your 'tude and the way you seem to have a negative outlook on your life, wanting to kill yourself & such. I suggest you to seek a professional and talk to someone on a regular basis!

One last thing that bugs me- why did you have to use terms like "overweight roomie" "african american" roomie - that makes yourself look even worse! Why couldn't you just say "Person A" "Person B" or something like that?

Oh oh one more thing - telling everyone, telling everyone at Gallaudet that you want a degree & begging 'em? Whoa! That's pathetic. No offense. You have to earn the degree yourself the right way, just as any other person attending college would!!!

You really need to quit your whining and just grow up! While you're at it, quit being lazy!!!

Sorry for being blunt but that's just the way it is!
 
Dang - I suck!!! I didn't notice that the OP is old.

I seriously thought it was new cause it was at the top of the list - whoopsie!!!

Due to it being an old ass thread, ignore everything I said. heh.
 
I don't wanna live on this Earth anymore!!!!

My mom gave away our dog..... that hurt so bad. And she doesn't care.

I have to go to seek some dumb professional help, because
oh... people hurt me.... they don't FUCKING CARE!!!!

The HELL WITH .... sob...

I don't want no stupid men... they don't even like vaginanana.

Why can't I be happy for once and have my way...

Why I have to be with someone I don't want to be with.
 
Why are you with that person, the one you don't wnat to be with? Ever heard of breaking up? :/

Why I have to be with someone I don't want to be with.[/QUOTE]
 
Professional help is needed

I agree just ignore deafilmedia..with all seriousness get some professional help talk to a deaf services agency in your area for mental health treatment. I am not a psychiatrist or professional in the field of mental health. Its been like 3 years you been pulling this stunt on the AD members for advice, just as some people stated we NOT professionals to give you the proper advice you need.
I am hoping you will find resources to help you with your condition. The members don't deserve to see nonsense chatter from you. Please find professional help to help you deal with your emotions and state of mind. I am sure there are services to help out in your home state.
I know there is problem you need to take care of. Get some help!
 
Busted!

Bear said:
Yes she is The Empress. As well as Miss Pinochio *which come to think of it explains alot about her*. As well as TTT and many other sns.
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:h5: Bear busted deafilmedia
Miss Pinochio does say a lot about her character. From what heard this has been going on for a few years good grief
 
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