i was so afraid of going back on SSRI, the Aropax was too strong, and Prozac was even worse...i wasnt even that depressed, just in the blues in such a way i wasnt able to organise myself, wasnt suicidial or that far, so it was abit difficult finding the right one, i started off on a 1/4 yes a quarter of the tablet for the first month...it was a bit scary as i didnt like the 'tidal wave' effect of synapse flashing when the serotoin binds...it was like taking escatasy in the first hour, horrific 'reaction'...then bam its all good...(no i havent ever taken E, but people have told me lots about it (begging me to try i just wouldnt) i know the sensation they talking about, and to me i think E was a doctored up supercharged SSRI, was played about by pharmaceutical students...who were bent on mimicking it but making (abusing) the effect to take place more intense, faster, essentially HIGH dosage...and thus it gave that effect, and then the reputation as a 'party drug' was spread out but silly people not knowing the real effects and its dangers...they just paid $$ just to have a good time, (works but it wasnt entirely without issues of reactions or allergys, etc even deaths) Bored people get to play really dangerous games...and money is half the problem that caused it (greed).