How Do You Feel Today?

candybrowneyes said:
I'm real sad today. Its carried over since yesterday. You ever have someone that has been in your life that you always seem to cross paths some how and you have weird coincidences and you think about those people all the time. No matter what the falling out was they call on your birthday every year, and then one day you don't hear from them? 3 years ago I got into a fight with my friend/ex boyfriend. Probably the only person in the world that I would have married on the spot if life allowed us to be together at certain times.. I loved him dearly. He would have never not called on my birthday. I searched for him on facebook, myspace cause his number wasnt his anymore and it was weird he didnt give it to me. He had had the same cell phone number since I had known him. We were so connected on so many levels and had an argument over something I don't even remember. I never thought to google him till yesterday. His obituary popped up first, he died the day before my birthday in 2006 :( Ive been a mess about it all day and yesterday. I have missed him over the last 3 years and its even worse knowing why he hasn't called. Its been 3 years and I had no clue and its hard to swallow. He was from Texas and I really didnt know his family and only a couple of his friends but I didn't know any of their last names..

Its a sad day.. Now I am playing the waiting game because I emailed his sister.. :(
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Candybrown, I'm so sorry... in away I know what you're going through. I became really good friend with this guy when I was in 6th grade and we were so close...and we became a couple when I was a freshmen...dated through out high school, we were high school sweethearts and he has given me a promise ring when I was in Jr Year and he was in Senior year. Well a month later, he broken up with me because he thinks he's gay. We haven't spoken for months but then he tried to contact me in June, four months after he broken up with me and he wanted to apologize me... he did and we became friends again. Everything was going good, he would call me up and I would call him up...until in 2007... everything just stopped and I don't know why. He stopped talking to me, stopped emailing me, stopped calling me and so on. I'm like wtf? I tried to keep in touch with him but he won't talk to me. So I gave up.... I wish he wouldn't give up on our friendship but he did and you know what, that's his loss.

Anyways I just want to say I know what you are going through... not the death part but the other part. Once again, I'm sorry for your loss.
 
~*Kaelei*~ said:
I wish he wouldn't give up on our friendship but he did and you know what, that's his loss.

Anyways I just want to say I know what you are going through... not the death part but the other part. Once again, I'm sorry for your loss.
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Thank you so much for that Kaelei it means a lot. And you are right, it is his loss for sure. Friends don't treat friends that way. Sorry you have to endure the pain of that. :hug:
 
Candybrown: I'm really sorry to hear about the death of your friend. I lost a friend once too. She was also deafblind. We had an arguement. Then I next heard that she had died. It was very sad.
 
Mrs. Bucket,

Excuse my ignorance, but what is the ALIP program?

By the way, congrats! :)
 
CBE,

I lost 2 very good friends of mine, so I have some idea of how you feel. One of my friends passed away from a brain aneurysm and the other from pneumonia at a young age. I'm very sorry for your loss. :hug:
 
For the first time in weeks I feel really GREAT!!!!! :giggle:

Gotta go now though because I have a very busy day today! :wave:
 
I am still feeling unwell. I did not get much sleep last night, I had headache, sore ears, cough and a very sore throat :( then I discovered like a lumpy hard ball inside near my chin, i think it is an abcess :(
 
I dont know how i feel today.. just below peachy and above bad. I been dealing with family issues. Lately we lacked on communication. So it went downhill from here. I knew communication was strong foundation on any relationship... Apparently there isnt any. Hence i am packing right now, and window is well broken. So too many feelings going around at once.
 
I feel alright. I know today will be a very boring day today, partly because I'm going to have to start studying again. :(
 
I am starting but SLOWLY feeling like my normal self after this bad flu. My chest just feels heavy that's all.
 
shel90 said:
I am starting but SLOWLY feeling like my normal self after this bad flu. My chest just feels heavy that's all.
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I understand. Now you will have to cough up all that gook that accumulated in your chest during you illness.


Take some Mucuinex that will help bring it up.
 
Hear Again said:
Mrs. Bucket,

Excuse my ignorance, but what is the ALIP program?
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The ALIP program is the American Sign Language Literacy Instructor Program offered at George Brown College. It's a 15 months fast track program [3 years compressed]. It's a 7 days & 56 hours a week program. A very full time schedule for me.

The American Sign Language and Literacy Instructor program uses a bilingual and bicultural approach with emphasis on American Second language as a first/second language. The themes in the program include language acquisition & development, American Sign Language linguistics, and assessment & evaluation, pedagogy, child and adult lifespan psychology, Deaf culture, ethics and professionalism, diversity, and general education with a major emphasis on placement in the community.

American Sign Language and Literacy Instructors must be fluent in American Sign Language. They must also have a thorough understanding of both and Deaf and hearing cultures when working between Deaf and hearing individuals. They must adhere to an ethical and professional model of behaviour in a variety of settings.
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Babyblue said:
I understand. Now you will have to cough up all that gook that accumulated in your chest during you illness.


Take some Mucuinex that will help bring it up.
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lol!!! you said gook! you know that's a racial slur for asian people? LOL. Funny thing is - that term was common used in Vietnam War but it actually originated in Korean War because the korean word for Korea is "Hang-Guk" and I suppose that's how American started calling them "gooks" :)

You must have meant "gunk" or something lol :lol:
 
Jiro said:
lol!!! you said gook! you know that's a racial slur for asian people? LOL. Funny thing is - that term was common used in Vietnam War but it actually originated in Korean War because the korean word for Korea is "Hang-Guk" and I suppose that's how American started calling them "gooks" :)

You must have meant "gunk" or something lol :lol:
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We call it gook. No slurs intended... gook, gunk, snot, boogers, Just saying phlegm, no racial intentions came to mind.

I apologize if I offended anyone.

Urban Dictionary: gook


I did not realize it was a racial slur. but it all depends on how it is used.

I was using this definition.

7. yucky stuff; something slimy
Get that gook off your head!
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In a word, I feel great! The weather was beautiful today and I spent the afternoon with several of my girlfriends. :)
 
Mrs Bucket said:
The ALIP program is the American Sign Language Literacy Instructor Program offered at George Brown College. It's a 15 months fast track program [3 years compressed]. It's a 7 days & 56 hours a week program. A very full time schedule for me.

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Awesome! :D
 
just had a stupid fight with my bro last night over a FAN since I didn't like my room being so COLD! but he likes it that way. We got into a long debate over personal favors that turned into a fight about preferences and whatnot which ended up making the both of us so pissed off with each other. What really got to me is that he wanted me to start going to bed by 11 pm each night immediately cause he's starting school this monday. I wasn't prepared for that since he's never had a problem with me sleeping at any hour in the past 10 years. Even when I was going to school and preparing for finals, I didn't mind him having his laptop on while I was going to bed at night. What made it worse is that he now doesn't want me to have my laptop on when he's asleep cause it's too bright. Well, he didn't mind my laptop being on while I was in school and just told me now that it bothers him. Then all day yesterday he was telling me that he feels like I've been attacking him all day. I was like, wtf? what do you mean by that? He didn't really explain it so I dropped the conversation and went to bed. This morning he was like, "Are we cool!?" I said, "yeah" so we don't talk about it any further. Deep inside, I wasn't cool yet cause I need the time to sort this out myself. He gets on my nerves cause he's expecting me to be all right at any moment he chooses. It's not a part of who I am and I basically avoided him all day to chill out on my own. It's nice having a brother, but he's not the best roomate.

What made me happier was dreaming about my girlfriend. She makes me the happiest man ever.
 
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