I appreciate the explanation
I talk as close to what is "socially acceptable" as I can. it feels unnatural though.
I have often considered myself to languageless and have shed a lot of tears over my inability bridge my world with the others due to my struggles with language. For that reason I'm all for people squawking, crawling, gacking, hopping, stomping whatever it takes to get the message across.
I think people maybe crying for a lot more reasons than it was beautiful. They may be crying because they are using a part of their brain that is dormant, and ancient, longing, memory of ancestors, or just for the fact that its just dawning on them there are actually people out there who can't hear. I think there's even more reasons that I can't put into words.
Words have caused me a lot pain and no one ever taught me sign language so what should I do just crawl into a corner and shut up or wait until I have a degree in sign language before I'm allowed to attempt to express myself? I just got out of the corner, lol. Intolerance is going to turn me into a contortionist.