It's about my best friend and her jerk boyfriend. Also it's about birthday issues, I just got tired of her shit. Today I supposed to be go out so my mom can watch my daughter. But her jerk boyfriend texted me and said that she can't go out because she's sleeping and not feel good. I got pissed off because I hate to hear from him because everytime when he do that, it makes me feel like that he dont want her and me to be hang out. Plus, her jerk boyfriend and I have same birthday date. But different year. But on that July 30th, she took her boyfriend out for dinner and such like that during his step mom watched their son. I got a bit hurt because she knew that I have hard time to find someone who can watch my daughter, only after 3:30pm on from Mondays to Fridays that when my mom gets home from work or Full of Saturday/Sunday, that's it. Her jerk boyfriend dont work plus his step mom is staying at home and dont work. Big one is; they lives together and I live 30 minutes away. So, she just went ahead to taking her boyfriend out instead of me which she know the issues. So she said that she will take me out today so, her boyfriend says that she can't. I felt like oh fuck it. I just fed up with her shit. Even, my parents made sure if its ok with me that they are going out to watch a movie so I let them go. Im so depression right now, I hate it when she goes after her boyfriend instead of me. I have been in her life for whole of years, he just came in her life like in maybe three years ago when he moved back to Florida, we knew him since we was in middle school but she and I know each other since we was 2 years old.
I just guess I already told her to drop the stupid plans that we made. I got tired of her wasting my time and change the plans since she know that it's very hard for me to find someone to watch my daughter. Im sorry for dragging you guys into my drama life.
Aren't we lucky to have our Sidekicks? I honestly do not know how I would live without mine. I wished I had one during high school and college - it would've made my life so much easier! I can remember when I used to tote around my portable TTY in my bookbag. Lol!
but I knows I can handle it. 
