i'm curious. how does 25mg of zoloft help severe ptsd? how often would you say that you experience flashbacks while on zoloft compared to the times you weren't? the reason i ask is because i'm taking fluoxetine for the depression aspect of my bipolar, but my psychiatrist said that it can also help my ptsd (in addition to the topamax i take). i have several flashbacks a day, but am hoping to cut that down to 2 or 3 a week.
25mg/day was plenty for me for 6 months because my body is extremely sensitive to everything I put in it. An advil knocks me out. I was given Percocet when I got my wisdom teeth out--didn't dare touch the stuff. This is the first time in my life I'm taking medication of any kind.
Pre-Zoloft: I had a few times during the school day, usually in two classes that were full of triggers. At school they would last usually only a few minutes. I would have them at home when I was in my house because some of my traumas were in my house. At night, I usually had them about two hours before falling asleep and two hours before waking up, on a good night. On a bad night, I would get about an hour's sleep and have flashbacks the rest of the night or be awake in terror. Of course the whole time I was very depressed. Over the summer, my depression got deeper. I was having a hard time getting out of bed both because my flashbacks would take longer to "finish" since I didn't have to be up in the morning, and I was often too depressed to get out of bed. I would dissociate so far that I wouldn't notice that I hadn't eaten all day or I would forget I existed. At the beginning of the summer when I started to lose my sight, I was too dissociated to notice. I had an emotional breakdown where I cried for about a week solid. This is when my parents caved. (My parents were vehemently anti-prescription-drugs up until this point.)
Post-Zoloft: I still have flashbacks during the day, but they are very brief and it's only a few times a day. The only time my flashbacks get unbearable is if I need to be in a social situation or there is a lot of noise in my environment. At night, my flashbacks are also very brief (about 20 minutes--compared to the hours they were before) and I am generally sleeping the rest of the time. Now I still dissociate but I am still aware of my physical body. I don't dissociate as far as I use to, meaning I can't "leave my body" like I used to. I am also aware of when I am hungry, which is good (except that lately I haven't had any appetite at all because of nausea.)