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If someone made you feel that way, then f** them...if you feel that way about yourself, then maybe you need to do some soul searching. Only YOU can decide, not others.
I decided at 10 years old that church will never become a part of my life and is still is not 30 years later. I still feel happy with my decision.
What makes it even worse is she is usually this sweet little old lady that cries more than anything (emotional, cries at the drop of a hat, worse than Boehner). And the the fact that she reached out to me unlike previous pastor's wives had in the past. (most of them found out I was a line worker at a chicken plant that had a shotgun wedding, they wanted nothing more to do with me), but then again I'm the kind that if you get to close I'll only push you away. She reached out to me and I guess over a course of a year or so I've slowly let that gaurd down and now I've been attacked so I guess it's time to put that proverbial wall back up in place and swear to myself never again.
And people wonder why I don't talk much in public.