What are you thinking about? Part IV

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Jiro said:
walk away. simple as that. why continue to subject yourself to such thing?
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I remember how I used to everything I could to win my stepmom's...I don't want to say "affection", but at least her good will. After she hit me, I didn't give a shit.

It's hard to let go of people that are hot/cold with you sometimes. That relationship I told you about where it turns out this person I'd known for two years had a lot of secrets? Yeah. That was a short two week relationship. Nothing binding happened there. But still....two years later I see/hear/remember something and almost miss him. Not "Oh I want to be with you" or "Oh I'm so hurt" but just...I donno. Even bad people have their good parts.

even if those good parts are a lie, i guess. sometimes it's hard to remember that the "good stuff" was a joke.
 
TheOracle said:
I remember how I used to everything I could to win my stepmom's...I don't want to say "affection", but at least her good will. After she hit me, I didn't give a shit.

It's hard to let go of people that are hot/cold with you sometimes. That relationship I told you about where it turns out this person I'd known for two years had a lot of secrets? Yeah. That was a short two week relationship. Nothing binding happened there. But still....two years later I see/hear/remember something and almost miss him. Not "Oh I want to be with you" or "Oh I'm so hurt" but just...I donno. Even bad people have their good parts.

even if those good parts are a lie, i guess. sometimes it's hard to remember that the "good stuff" was a joke.
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get a therapy.
 
Still thinking "unfuckingbelievable". UGH.
 
I need to vent. Except I can't- too personal. Vent about three things, none correlate with each other. It's all eating me up inside.

The more I hold it in, the more afraid I become that it bust open, killing my soul.

Ugh.
 
deafbajagal said:
I need to vent. Except I can't- too personal. Vent about three things, none correlate with each other. It's all eating me up inside.

The more I hold it in, the more afraid I become that it bust open, killing my soul.

Ugh.
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have you told a soul about it?
 
Couldn't get a job at NASA? Blame your 4th grade mathematics teacher!! LOL!
 
I'm thinking: WHAT A CRAPPY SITE!!!! I saw that today's " Primera Hora " ( local Newspaper ) had a front page article about Deaf in a particular municipality which seemed to be happening by genetic pass down since it was a close knit Deaf community. Thing is that I couldn't buy the paper so I got into the site cause I'm really interested in the article and want to translate it so I can post it and for you guys to read it buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut....the DARN THING won't recognize my registration -__________- grrrrrrr
 
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