Editing this post now.
okay, now that I've got enough sleep... I'm ready to tell you all about what it means to be a gothic person. lol
first here's some good links to look up all things gothic..
Study of Goths
it's very good for getting a lot of knowlege on many things. you should read this first.
and also some good amusing termlogy is here too
http://www.darkwaver.com/subculture/definition.php#batcave
Now for why I'm an goth in an sense of the word...
well, It's very hard to explain. but snice I was a little girl, I've always had an fascation for all things dark and morbid... I would even write tons of stories about death... despite the fact that it was very strange for a six-year old girl to do something like that.
I deeply loved the dark, supernatural things... and I would often cut myself, not because I was suidical, but so that I could become more in touch with myself, to get a focus of things.
taken from that first link.
I was an true goth before I even heard of that word and knew what it meant.
It's not about dressing up, although for some it is. to me, it is all about an outlook on life, although not nesccessarly an dark, moody one.....
it's all about appercating the frailies andbeauty of mortality; and also the beauty of death and pain... for even many people fear those two things, it also brings meaning to the more beautiful things, such as life itself and estacasy that people learn to appericate so much more.