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i remember after smoking, i had memory problems and i had speech problems such as i would mix the first letter round with another, like if i were to say "salted peanuts" i would say "palted Seanuts" and then the paranoia kicked in "cause i didn't realize it was the effects of smoking" and i looked up symptoms and was convinced i had brain cancer...yeah yeah laugh...but i currently have a reproductive problem yada yada yada and then i went into overdrive believing it was all cancer and that it had spread to my brain and stuff, and i was shitting a brick! very very afraid and i mean so afraid i couldnt sleep until i was that tired i fell on conscience...after ahwile i was like fuck it, if i die i die, then after a week or so i smoked it again, and after a day or so i began to feel really sad i couldnt pin-point why...at first i thought it was perhaps thinking of a girl i like and stuff so i got down about that...then i remembered my problem, and then now here i am shitting myself again, you dream up all sorts of reasons to support rediculas theories, and everything you link together and it makes you one scared mofo... but its all the effects of smoking cause i was over the whole paranoia phase until i smoked it again...
i remember after smoking, i had memory problems and i had speech problems such as i would mix the first letter round with another, like if i were to say "salted peanuts" i would say "palted Seanuts" and then the paranoia kicked in "cause i didn't realize it was the effects of smoking" and i looked up symptoms and was convinced i had brain cancer...yeah yeah laugh...but i currently have a reproductive problem yada yada yada and then i went into overdrive believing it was all cancer and that it had spread to my brain and stuff, and i was shitting a brick! very very afraid and i mean so afraid i couldnt sleep until i was that tired i fell on conscience...after ahwile i was like fuck it, if i die i die, then after a week or so i smoked it again, and after a day or so i began to feel really sad i couldnt pin-point why...at first i thought it was perhaps thinking of a girl i like and stuff so i got down about that...then i remembered my problem, and then now here i am shitting myself again, you dream up all sorts of reasons to support rediculas theories, and everything you link together and it makes you one scared mofo... but its all the effects of smoking cause i was over the whole paranoia phase until i smoked it again...