Why I repeatly answer your question, therefore, I think you did not get my answer with post# #205:
Like I asked u because what I experience God's love is not what u describe here. It is so differently. I can not make u unds me, only God can make u understand what Love is.
I really not worry about you are on her side that what you want and speak for her, that is fine with me.. becaus i easily aint worry people on their side.. it is no problem for me.. I am free bird flying in air anywhere.. therefore your or their thoughts worrying how you live and doing in your living have fear of what people's thinking and sayings..
well truthfully, I am not popular around here so I am not really worry what u or others think of me.
For me, I easily ignoring the ignorant people who judge to others include me, because you don't know me as much as I don't even know you neither.. I always easily ignore it and move on it, that is the very simple for me.. there is none trap for me..
True I do not know u or u know me. No worry here.
I feeling unnecessary for me turn into flame with you around for dumb things of small issues since I gave my answer out already.. You expect that I have prefectly love and gentle around.. like You acts like jesus's way, as long as you expect you to be prefect picture like him..
Not at all I do not expect u to act alike a perfect loving gentle man but it would be nice if everyone is like that then there will be no crimes or wars.
Honestly, no offend, You don't know what Jesus's specify told the disciple " follow me ". the disciple don't understood him's meanings at all as like today you people don't understanding his meaning fully.. but you guys wanted to follow him you did already.. but you don't know what he talk about objective on his quote" follow me". therefore you won't take cross you carrying with for him. like peter did not take the cross he carried when he denied public people s witness to other who ignore about peter who follow jesus.. he kept deined it in the eyes of public and escaped from scene. Jesus knew him and jesus's eye stared him. peter remembered his words about the cock crow deny thrice times.. Mmmmm
Ummm, honest with u, it is not important to me right now about carry his cross. It is His will that I am here. Lessons I learn from Him is between Him and me. As He has with u and others. He taught u about cross and His blood. He taught me something else differently..
Therefore, I don't want to flamly argue with you around the little dumb things's small issues. like God told adam don't eat the apple hang on the tree. Now look at what happened to adam and eve cause problem without answer the solution. that's why i don't want to turn me involving into your flame around small issues.
Gee is that how u see it? I do not see it, but a learning lesson.
I knew the love in me because I love me for who i am before I know why God gave me this life.. I admired the God of my great-great-great fathers created and dwelt in the flesh and blood of me this life of the God is manifest in me for rest! I love my childern and my fiancee because I knew me love me that is most important.. my fiancee learning my love which she never had experienced within her entrily life.
It is wonderful for u to share the love with God and your fiancee and ancestors. No one shall take it away from u..
anyway, I think better let people go back on topic of Jesus Wasn't Gods Only Son.. Good luck and enjoy stay in forums..