Updated! My step dad got out of hospital last night. He suppose to get a colonscopy test but He said no. Because it will cause bleed and go to die. He want to sleep in bed for peace. He will have a hospice at my mom's house today. He will go to die anytime. I don't have any father anymore. I have only godfather is my real uncle from my dad's older brother.
If I have a kids. They will ask me where is their grandpa. I will be sad! I am going to cry. I will not come back to AD for a while because it's my grief. My mom and I are depress right now.