I just realized......

RisinDragon said:
It wouldn't be so bad if you would stop talking out of your arse!

Most of what you post makes me wonder, who you are trying to impress. There are times I want to pull out the "clue by 4" and hit you with it.

90 days and 4,400+ post. ahhh Impressive.... not. There is more to life than living on a forum post pumping.

Bottom line, stop trying so damn hard and chill out and have a beer.:beer:
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At first, I was only going to bold the top part... Then as I read it again, I realized that thus far anytime people complain about you, it relates to EVERYTHING Risen has said. This is what I have attempted to tell you from day one! When I say ( people ) I do mean PEOPLE. Multiple, lots, larger numbers than 10 or more that write this SAME thing! The pointless thread starting, the over-exaggeration, the pessimism... all of it!

I don't ever point out things people say or call out people just for "kicks" or to make fun... I do it because I'm very open, honest and up front. I refuse to let people spread drama, lies and stuff and just left to be free doing so. I do it so that maybe some poor person won't get duped into something like I always used to be.

The general thing at hand here, is you don't have to start a thread on everything. You don't have to over exaggerate on anything and you don't have to spit out "stories" that happened to you that clearly did not. When you get caught up in lies like that it's an endless web. Once someone lies to me, ( In your case contradicts themselves CONSTANTLY, or has a story to relate to everything under the sun, or a previous injury relating to everything ) they're put into the no go category. There's no coming back from the no go category in my book. I believe in second chances, I believe there's good in everyone, but I don't believe in 50th, 60th, 100th chances. ( Good in everyone excluding child molesters and all those POS people that don't deserve to be breathing, of course. )

My point being, I see there is good in you. I don't believe you're a total evil demon spawn or anything... You just have some issues with honesty and over-exaggeration that you need to work on, a LOT... and for a long time... it's not going to change overnight... and it's not going to change without lots of work... period. You say you're not trying to impress anyone... well whether you can see it or not... it looks that way... that, or you're trying to gather sympathy and make people feel sorry for you... which is just as bad in my book.
 
Jiro said:
what trouble?
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The kind that would have me beat the S*** out of him, and I am NOT a violent person. I have been trying really hard to keep that out of my system, and for the last 10+ years, I have been largely successful, because my last hospitalization was in 2003.
 
Mewtilation said:
At first, I was only going to bold the top part... Then as I read it again, I realized that thus far anytime people complain about you, it relates to EVERYTHING Risen has said. This is what I have attempted to tell you from day one! When I say ( people ) I do mean PEOPLE. Multiple, lots, larger numbers than 10 or more that write this SAME thing! The pointless thread starting, the over-exaggeration, the pessimism... all of it!

I don't ever point out things people say or call out people just for "kicks" or to make fun... I do it because I'm very open, honest and up front. I refuse to let people spread drama, lies and stuff and just left to be free doing so. I do it so that maybe some poor person won't get duped into something like I always used to be.

The general thing at hand here, is you don't have to start a thread on everything. You don't have to over exaggerate on anything and you don't have to spit out "stories" that happened to you that clearly did not. When you get caught up in lies like that it's an endless web. Once someone lies to me, ( In your case contradicts themselves CONSTANTLY, or has a story to relate to everything under the sun, or a previous injury relating to everything ) they're put into the no go category. There's no coming back from the no go category in my book. I believe in second chances, I believe there's good in everyone, but I don't believe in 50th, 60th, 100th chances. ( Good in everyone excluding child molesters and all those POS people that don't deserve to be breathing, of course. )

My point being, I see there is good in you. I don't believe you're a total evil demon spawn or anything... You just have some issues with honesty and over-exaggeration that you need to work on, a LOT... and for a long time... it's not going to change overnight... and it's not going to change without lots of work... period. You say you're not trying to impress anyone... well whether you can see it or not... it looks that way... that, or you're trying to gather sympathy and make people feel sorry for you... which is just as bad in my book.
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Go Mew!!! :cool2:
 
ChicagoBlue2 said:
The kind that would have me beat the S*** out of him, and I am NOT a violent person. I have been trying really hard to keep that out of my system, and for the last 10+ years, I have been largely successful, because my last hospitalization was in 2003.
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Oh wow, do you want to hurt other people?
 
Mewtilation said:
At first, I was only going to bold the top part... Then as I read it again, I realized that thus far anytime people complain about you, it relates to EVERYTHING Risen has said. This is what I have attempted to tell you from day one! When I say ( people ) I do mean PEOPLE. Multiple, lots, larger numbers than 10 or more that write this SAME thing! The pointless thread starting, the over-exaggeration, the pessimism... all of it!

I don't ever point out things people say or call out people just for "kicks" or to make fun... I do it because I'm very open, honest and up front. I refuse to let people spread drama, lies and stuff and just left to be free doing so. I do it so that maybe some poor person won't get duped into something like I always used to be.

The general thing at hand here, is you don't have to start a thread on everything. You don't have to over exaggerate on anything and you don't have to spit out "stories" that happened to you that clearly did not. When you get caught up in lies like that it's an endless web. Once someone lies to me, ( In your case contradicts themselves CONSTANTLY, or has a story to relate to everything under the sun, or a previous injury relating to everything ) they're put into the no go category. There's no coming back from the no go category in my book. I believe in second chances, I believe there's good in everyone, but I don't believe in 50th, 60th, 100th chances. ( Good in everyone excluding child molesters and all those POS people that don't deserve to be breathing, of course. )

My point being, I see there is good in you. I don't believe you're a total evil demon spawn or anything... You just have some issues with honesty and over-exaggeration that you need to work on, a LOT... and for a long time... it's not going to change overnight... and it's not going to change without lots of work... period. You say you're not trying to impress anyone... well whether you can see it or not... it looks that way... that, or you're trying to gather sympathy and make people feel sorry for you... which is just as bad in my book.
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You are correct in saying I have a long road ahead; I'm not going to deny that. I never try to impress anyone, because it's unprofessional, and not the way to do things here. I also do not need people feeling sorry for me. Heck, I don't even feel sorry for myself. Life gave me what I have, and I have accepted who I am, and I do understand there are some people who may never trust me, and that's perfectly all right with me-- I have no objections to that.
 
ChicagoBlue2 said:
No I do not.
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Are you sure? serious?

It is NEVER worth to hurt someone if you getting angry.

- commitment to mental hospital
- imprisonment in prison, especially felony
- get killed by someone that claim self-defense aka SYG.

If you are angry - just walk away from internet and take a break.
 
Foxrac said:
Are you sure? serious?

It is NEVER worth to hurt someone if you getting angry.

- commitment to mental hospital
- imprisonment in prison, especially felony
- get killed by someone that claim self-defense aka SYG.

If you are angry - just walk away from internet and take a break.
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Quite sure. I've come within inches of doing that, and I'm still here. I have a huge amount of self-resistance, and CAN resist throwing a punch, something not many can do.
 
ChicagoBlue2 said:
The kind that would have me beat the S*** out of him, and I am NOT a violent person. I have been trying really hard to keep that out of my system, and for the last 10+ years, I have been largely successful, because my last hospitalization was in 2003.
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Did I leave out the part where you constantly air your dirty laundry all over the forum? :hmm: Sorry, I forgot to include that too in my little paragraph. See this bold part, NOBODY NEEDED TO KNOW THAT! You wonder why people give you so much crap, there's another perfect example. Before airing your dirty laundry over the forum again, please start to use some Febreeze or something to lighten the load, it's already thick enough up in here. I know less about my coworkers I've worked with for two years than I know about you!!! :mad: This is stuff you tell FRIENDS in PM's or whatever, not a whole entire public FORUM! *facepalm* Draaaaaaaaama... Mew doesn't do drama.

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O.O Okay. I'll kick my dirty laundry elsewhere. No more of that from me. Let's start there, shall we? I shall put a sign that says: "No airing dirty laundry on AllDeaf".
 
ChicagoBlue2 said:
The kind that would have me beat the S*** out of him, and I am NOT a violent person. I have been trying really hard to keep that out of my system, and for the last 10+ years, I have been largely successful, because my last hospitalization was in 2003.
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If you're not a violent person, why would you even be thinking about beating someone? I hope you're getting help for this problem.
 
Reba said:
If you're not a violent person, why would you even be thinking about beating someone? I hope you're getting help for this problem.
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I'm not. However, I do have a therapist to talk to if needed. Been going for a while now.
 
Mewtilation said:
Did I leave out the part where you constantly air your dirty laundry all over the forum? :hmm: Sorry, I forgot to include that too in my little paragraph. See this bold part, NOBODY NEEDED TO KNOW THAT! You wonder why people give you so much crap, there's another perfect example. Before airing your dirty laundry over the forum again, please start to use some Febreeze or something to lighten the load, it's already thick enough up in here. I know less about my coworkers I've worked with for two years than I know about you!!! :mad: This is stuff you tell FRIENDS in PM's or whatever, not a whole entire public FORUM! *facepalm* Draaaaaaaaama... Mew doesn't do drama.

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What about send a kitten and a nice roll of frieze carpet to Mark's house? :hmm:
 
ChicagoBlue2 said:
Quite sure. I've come within inches of doing that, and I'm still here. I have a huge amount of self-resistance, and CAN resist throwing a punch, something not many can do.
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This is a troubling perception.

The truth is, most people not only resist throwing a punch, they don't even consider throwing a punch. It's normal to resist throwing punches; most people aren't the least bit interested in punching people, and live their entire lives without getting into fights.

I hope you are getting help for these compulsions.
 
Reba said:
If you're not a violent person, why would you even be thinking about beating someone? I hope you're getting help for this problem.
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Exactly. If you're not a violent person, you wouldn't think of beating the S*** out of someone, you'd be thinking of healthier alternatives and more adult solutions to the situation. Yes, another contradiction on your end. Definitely not healthy... I can admit to being an aggressive person at times, but I don't really think about beating the snot out of people for making me angry... You've got to do something pretty bad for that... ( Hurting friends or women, child molesters ect ect. )
 
Mewtilation said:
Exactly. If you're not a violent person, you wouldn't think of beating the S*** out of someone, you'd be thinking of healthier alternatives and more adult solutions to the situation. Yes, another contradiction on your end. Definitely not healthy... I can admit to being an aggressive person at times, but I don't really think about beating the snot out of people for making me angry... You've got to do something pretty bad for that... ( Hurting friends or women, child molesters ect ect. )
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None of which I do. I don't even lay a hand on anyone. I have no vested interest in doing harm, and am more interested in doing positive things than bad things.
 
Mewtilation said:
Exactly. If you're not a violent person, you wouldn't think of beating the S*** out of someone, you'd be thinking of healthier alternatives and more adult solutions to the situation. Yes, another contradiction on your end. Definitely not healthy... I can admit to being an aggressive person at times, but I don't really think about beating the snot out of people for making me angry... You've got to do something pretty bad for that... ( Hurting friends or women, child molesters ect ect. )
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Yes, I was aggressive person when I was teen, but rare during adulthood, however antidepressant and antipsychotic medicines made me very aggressive - just like angry southern man that who hate President Obama.
 
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