I am so sorry i am going strong on here but i am going through so much and i have been through so much while working. I am 27 years old and i expericence so much racisim and discrimination due to me being african american and being hard of hearing. I have been picked on, bullied, got things thrown at me, got fired for no real reasons,.. I have tried to put myself to college and everyday i was in a meeting reporting my professors that would mistreat me because my disablity and it get so tiresome. All this can take a toll on a person. So one time i got so fed up with life and all the stuff i have deal with being that i am black and hard of hearing. I almost ended my life. I ended up at a mental insitution and had to take depression medicine and see a counselor. So my counselor told me that i should try applying for ssi and disablity and i did. I got denied twice and i went to a court hearing and they still denied me because they said i could a list of work that i tried doing but i would go through so much on the job u know. So they even brought up my grades in school and college and said i must be alright if i could go to school and go to college ( i only got a certificate from college cuz i couldnt take all the meetings and reporting my professors all the time ) so they felt like i was able to go back to work again, so i was denied. So i did that i took my butt back to work and ended up expericening the same crap i was experiencing before, it getting worst because my hearing is getting worst. and yes my boss superviors and coworkers all know i am hard of hearing but they still pick on me and treat me unfairly. I want to reapply for ssi and disablity cuz i am tired of working for other people and getting mistreaded. i am only 27 years old and i done went through enough i had enough.
What should i do? i am always depressed and thinking of commiting suicide because i cannot take the pain anymore. my nerves is so bad i am too young for bad nerves. but these peole wont give it to me. i have bills just like everybody else to pay for.
What should i do? i am always depressed and thinking of commiting suicide because i cannot take the pain anymore. my nerves is so bad i am too young for bad nerves. but these peole wont give it to me. i have bills just like everybody else to pay for.