This is a WAKE UP CALL....
Now this is the whole point that I have seen so much. People who are legally deaf have to worship the hearing world. It doesnt make any sense anymore since we deafies made a lot of accomplishment in many ways. You know what I am seeing - no one appreciates you and your deafness. For all those years deafies have not had our rights to freedom.
You know what I am seeing? No one is appreciating you and your deafness all those years that deafies are not getting our rights to freedom with ADA. All I am all eyes that tells me we all are not happy for who we are from the start. People are willing to pay all that money for Medical expenses that relates our deafness after all that attitude. I dont understand this anymore. That is giving me a real creepy feeling around me. So what's the point for us since we are not getting anywhere to become a Hearing person. Thats Deaf reality!
Now I am not working after I lost my job for no reason. At that time I worked two full time jobs from sunday afternoon through Friday am. I was not a permanent job at that time of hiring. So I took the risk and deal with a new job. I took a big step that by moved into other state. Meanwhile I worked two jobs. I always accepted many overtime hours on one job. That's my way of being a hardworking person that I enjoy. Also I never missed out on working days except 1 1/2 days that I decided to take it day off for a very good reason before I lost my first job.
So After I lost my job and decided to leave other job because I dont feel comfortable or happy where I was at. I moved back home and stayed with my children for a while until i find a place to live. So I cannot work. After all I have my reasons. As you know it s none of anyone's business.
Okay, I still dont have a health insurance for myself especially when I am an older woman. I do really need it bad to make sure I am okay. Now I am still suffering from all that pains and hassle to find a way to get health insurance. It isnt easy for me to deal with all those people. That is a very tough situation for me. I can see the system we have is giving me very mixed messages. I think it's so cruel because I am very eligble for it as of I know. They just give me a hard time - many, many times. There's something wrong out there. Now I am considering hiring a lawyer to get that fricky straight up with those people who gave me a hard time. Again, I have to pay for what I did not deserve this kind of attitude. Sighs!
One thing that bothers me. Why do I have to pay all those medical expenses that relates to my deafness or your deafness? They want us to conform and pay for it. I am not that stupid to destroy myself because people with audist attitude who said so meanwhile they have so much prejudice. They want it to be totally against yourself and/or your own will and a d/Deaf children's will as well.
Guess what!!! I do not have a problem with being deaf. If somone else does, then thats their problem. So therefore I DO NOT HAVE TO PAY anything that relates my deafness. PERIOD!!!
So it gives me the impression that while some see deafness as a handicap others do not. This means to me that it's a choice. Is that okay??
Keep in your thoughts that I am a natural Deaf person with no HA. I took the risk and cost me money for what? Why should I prove that I am successful as an artificial hearing person? NO thank you!
I made my succcess in many ways that helps me to be a very strong person as much as I can. It wasn't even easy for me to do it alone but I DID IT. Oh well it s your choice to make it miserable and put yourself and your money into a very unreasonable attitude. I don't agree with you all the way. I am very sorry I couldnt do this to myself and their d/Deaf children. It s very painful to see this.
I strive all the way all those years without your help and try not to give it up after all I relapsed often! It wasnt my fault for having so many relapses. Thanks! My mom couldnt believe how many times that I bounced back on the ground again quickly. It wasnt easy for me but I did it.
I do not need your sympathy but think twice before your action goes down into the drain and feel your sympathy for d/Deaf children s rights to freedom in their future that we are hurting them the most. Sighs!
Have a good evening!
Sweetmind