My handsome smiley husband and I had our talked about to getting me CI.. I rather wait till we have our 3rd kids first then I can processing to get CI..
I told my handsome smiley, I am not in deaf world.. I love to be in a hearing world. I dont really interested into deaf world. The deaf world abounded me. Also, a lot of my old friends like to use me. It hurts me a lot.. When I was in High School, they never invited me to any events... They thinks I am not cool or I am not that fun person.. It is not very nice of them..
I would love to hear my kids's voices and my husband's voice.. I can talk a little bit to my kids even my husband.. My handsome smiley taught me how to talk with voice.. How's sweet of him..
If I get myself a CI, I will stilll part of deaf world but I will be in very hearing world as ever. I will never kick you guys out being a deaf.. No, I will be in half deaf world no matter what. My handsome smiley is still consider his wife being deaf but he can call me a hard of hearing.
I am very very soft heart to my friends. I gave them lot of things (cookies, sweaters, toys or whatever). My husband knows that. He said I need to stop being a soft heart because they will uses me even I gave them lot of things. So I hate to be less of soft heart.... They dont give the things back (like giving back says thank you, or give me the presents or whatever) I know, that is not right for them to uses me..
I hope CI will works for me the best in the future and I can hear what they sounds like... It is going to be fun...
My handsome smiley will teach me how to talk and etc no matter what. He will always be there for me...