coolgirlspyer90
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okay, this might be a long story but i'll try and make it short.
So, when i was in the 2nd grade, I met a few of my best friends who is deaf. and The school i went to is a mainstream school but it has a deaf program for deaf students to go to school with teachers that can sign. Anyways two girls who were older than me, who were in middle school at the time basically were like teammates by picking and bullying me. Now i had nothing to do with them, I was a 2nd grader. My mom told me that when i was young, this one girl, i'll name her Holly. Holly would take advantage of me and pawn off my lunch money so she can use it. I don't remember much about my elementary school days but i do remember her pinching me and kind of pushing me around. I had to deal with her up until 4th grade, when i went to st.ritas school for the deaf in the 1st half of the semester. by the 2nd semester in my 4th grade year, my parents decided to move me out of that school and back into mainstreaming schools that were near my home.
I went to deaf kids camp for awhile, Holly and this other girl who is best friends with her..i'll name her Renee. Renee never liked me from the start. because I'm best friends with 2 guys whose also deaf. And i honestly think she's jealous. and she even IMed me on Facebook in my junior year in november telling me that i need to stay away from them and calling me all different kind of nasty words to me and that i'm a liar to Holly but i have done nothing to her, i have not been in contact with her or seen her in person since my friend's graduation party or leaving st.rita's. Anyways, Holly i guess the word would be, wants to be my "sister" but i don't trust her that much, because she always wants to know about my personal business or who my friends are. And that she mostly follows me around like a dog because I got interviews by BOA (bands of america) and WGI (winter guard international) and in a movie documentary. I think its also because i'm a really talented musician and i think she wants some of that attention. She recently tells me that she stopped being friends with Renee because she's always complaining about how i'm friends with my best friends and that i'm a Bi##h and stuff and how she needs help with scheduling for school and she's like 26 something years old. Holly always tries to talk to me on Facebook but i don't really try to talk to her on Facebook. I feel like i should take her off of my Facebook friend list because she's not really the kind of person i would hang out with, and she says she changed but i don't think thats entirely true because she likes to stir up drama from the past with the future.
but the problem is, i feel like if I take her off of my friend list, she would send me messages and text my best friends, complaining that i took her off and that my best friends would end up texting me trying to convince me to add her back on so she can shut up. Like I never really have stood up for myself before against people who are just plain mean to me. But I'm just starting to learn how. I've always been the shy kind of person that doesn't want to hurt people's feelings and always the person that has a shoulder for them to lean on or a hand to pull them up when they fell. But really nobody has done that for me except for my family. so honestly, i have no idea what to do with this girl. I blocked renee a long time ago when she was harassing me on Facebook. I had enough with renee, I even hear from my friends that she's still going on about me and spreading rumors about me that aren't even true. I have nothing to do with her but yet i feel completely helpless. Sometimes i just want to crawl up in a bed and eat a whole jar of ice cream and hide in my room.
So, when i was in the 2nd grade, I met a few of my best friends who is deaf. and The school i went to is a mainstream school but it has a deaf program for deaf students to go to school with teachers that can sign. Anyways two girls who were older than me, who were in middle school at the time basically were like teammates by picking and bullying me. Now i had nothing to do with them, I was a 2nd grader. My mom told me that when i was young, this one girl, i'll name her Holly. Holly would take advantage of me and pawn off my lunch money so she can use it. I don't remember much about my elementary school days but i do remember her pinching me and kind of pushing me around. I had to deal with her up until 4th grade, when i went to st.ritas school for the deaf in the 1st half of the semester. by the 2nd semester in my 4th grade year, my parents decided to move me out of that school and back into mainstreaming schools that were near my home.
I went to deaf kids camp for awhile, Holly and this other girl who is best friends with her..i'll name her Renee. Renee never liked me from the start. because I'm best friends with 2 guys whose also deaf. And i honestly think she's jealous. and she even IMed me on Facebook in my junior year in november telling me that i need to stay away from them and calling me all different kind of nasty words to me and that i'm a liar to Holly but i have done nothing to her, i have not been in contact with her or seen her in person since my friend's graduation party or leaving st.rita's. Anyways, Holly i guess the word would be, wants to be my "sister" but i don't trust her that much, because she always wants to know about my personal business or who my friends are. And that she mostly follows me around like a dog because I got interviews by BOA (bands of america) and WGI (winter guard international) and in a movie documentary. I think its also because i'm a really talented musician and i think she wants some of that attention. She recently tells me that she stopped being friends with Renee because she's always complaining about how i'm friends with my best friends and that i'm a Bi##h and stuff and how she needs help with scheduling for school and she's like 26 something years old. Holly always tries to talk to me on Facebook but i don't really try to talk to her on Facebook. I feel like i should take her off of my Facebook friend list because she's not really the kind of person i would hang out with, and she says she changed but i don't think thats entirely true because she likes to stir up drama from the past with the future.
but the problem is, i feel like if I take her off of my friend list, she would send me messages and text my best friends, complaining that i took her off and that my best friends would end up texting me trying to convince me to add her back on so she can shut up. Like I never really have stood up for myself before against people who are just plain mean to me. But I'm just starting to learn how. I've always been the shy kind of person that doesn't want to hurt people's feelings and always the person that has a shoulder for them to lean on or a hand to pull them up when they fell. But really nobody has done that for me except for my family. so honestly, i have no idea what to do with this girl. I blocked renee a long time ago when she was harassing me on Facebook. I had enough with renee, I even hear from my friends that she's still going on about me and spreading rumors about me that aren't even true. I have nothing to do with her but yet i feel completely helpless. Sometimes i just want to crawl up in a bed and eat a whole jar of ice cream and hide in my room.
