someitme si d have a dream of childhood/teenagehood school 'freinds' so i thought,,,,, it like they cheated me, like they stole and lied about how things got missing (and i believed them!- i was real dumb , and part of it is the reason i dont like mainstream, not just schools, but family expectations, and they never ever supported me through this kind of sneaky things, only obvious stuff like on one occassion a 'freind 'nigel' learnt where id keep the key for the front door he stole some money from step father for the scouts..i never got the rap for it, family believd me, but it was like only when it affects them they will do something about it, and never really explain much to me, like never talk 'deep' to me about how tolearn to read people, i had to learn all myself the HARD way. for this reason i dont like these 'freinds' i occassionally might daydream a revenge like burn their car, o stir up a big lie to wreck their marriage they might have right now I would do it. I hate them, I really hated them (Now) back then I was so like wishing that in the dream id be there as a real ''normal' switched on person to confront and make THEIR school life hell by spreading rumour (it not fasle rumours) no, make it news, that they are the bastards......so yeah i really regretted for being such pushover.
SO yep, time to time (not often now more like maybe once or twice a year , maybe not even that) id see them in my dreams for that id never know why they're in there, maybe i wished they were nicer? maybe i got murdererous wish? maybe they are feeling bad about it now? (later i doubt it).... so yeah i can relate sort of, but my story is different, its not 'relationships' is more about shoved in the hearing world, no body gave a shit, and being constantly fucked over....which is another reason im so envious of those deafies/hoh who been to that other school on the other side of town. (back then i was 'too good for th school' but now i think it was all lies, just i think i was too stupid to appease everyone.
Dreams can be anything, but usually its about the mind telling you what you should see in your feelings or other way around. I, for one dont believe for a minute in horoscope, or fate rubbish, but i do believe in that dreams is sometimes trying to tell us something. Mind works in a real weird ways. Put differrently, subconscious mind is try to say to conscious mind to catch up with what the sub already knows.
some of those dream wil never go away, I would say it would go away once i know they (them dirtbags) have their karma kindly served my revenge.