Whatever you feel like......... Anything goes! Part VIII
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yeah i gotta be careful.. so many holes at my sweetie's mom's house due to dogs dig up.. jeez.. ha.. yes i got new sweetie.. met him on internet few months ago and seeing each other since then and weird thing is that he live only 8 miles from me.. lolyes he is hearing...
wow~!!! i am glad that u found him and small world wow! i hope he is right for u!
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we got home from lake, so my god daughter is with us for 1 week, she excited be with me.. hehe!
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no, I've been listening to Darren Hayes, its got me less moody, but i'm still not happy.
And I have to wonder even if I did complete the degree eventually, would I ever be happy?
Is all this effort a vain search for satisfaction?
Last week I felt like I was on the verge of something wonderful, but now I'm back at square one and wondering. Maybe this is god's way of saying - you're meant to be stupid, don't bother going to school!
It's irritating, dissatisfying, and I really dont feel like spending the next 20-30 years on line 10 checking breast meat, and rightfully so because with this company I have no retirement. They simply do not pay retirement to any of their employees. Even the ones that have been on from day one. The company has just celebrated 25 years of operation, so you know some people have spent their lives in the hellhole.
It would be nice if I could take some vocational training just to get a certificate - but even that is no longer good enough in the US. To move up you've got to have at least a Bachelor's Degree in something.
Unfortunately they don't hand out a Bachelor's Degree in Failure because god I feel like that's all it's been.
If I had an actual decent talent I wouldnt mind trying out for one of those televised talent shows. Even the runners up get a consolation prize (usually a smaller record deal than the winner.)
I think yesterday was just bad in general. I had a serious lack of sleep, my father had already called me every obscenity you could imagine, I had to spend half the day taking my DD to the doctor for her yearly physical, I had to go work the dogs at the kennel - the owner was out of town, and I had to take my DD to bible school in the evening. I think it was just too much all at once maybe. But you know me, if I am not sleeping, I'm running.
Maybe this was a call for some R&R, but god I hate sitting around doing nothing. I have this incredible urge to always be doing something you know.
And I have to wonder even if I did complete the degree eventually, would I ever be happy?
Is all this effort a vain search for satisfaction?
Last week I felt like I was on the verge of something wonderful, but now I'm back at square one and wondering. Maybe this is god's way of saying - you're meant to be stupid, don't bother going to school!
It's irritating, dissatisfying, and I really dont feel like spending the next 20-30 years on line 10 checking breast meat, and rightfully so because with this company I have no retirement. They simply do not pay retirement to any of their employees. Even the ones that have been on from day one. The company has just celebrated 25 years of operation, so you know some people have spent their lives in the hellhole.
It would be nice if I could take some vocational training just to get a certificate - but even that is no longer good enough in the US. To move up you've got to have at least a Bachelor's Degree in something.
Unfortunately they don't hand out a Bachelor's Degree in Failure because god I feel like that's all it's been.
If I had an actual decent talent I wouldnt mind trying out for one of those televised talent shows. Even the runners up get a consolation prize (usually a smaller record deal than the winner.)
I think yesterday was just bad in general. I had a serious lack of sleep, my father had already called me every obscenity you could imagine, I had to spend half the day taking my DD to the doctor for her yearly physical, I had to go work the dogs at the kennel - the owner was out of town, and I had to take my DD to bible school in the evening. I think it was just too much all at once maybe. But you know me, if I am not sleeping, I'm running.
Maybe this was a call for some R&R, but god I hate sitting around doing nothing. I have this incredible urge to always be doing something you know.
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Dixie, I know life can tough at times with job, money and etc.. Hang in there getting a BA degree is awesome and a good start. You never know where it might lead you to. If you undecided, get a BA in Liberal arts. If you do know what you want that's great and your off to a good start.
I know many times, the NIC (RID) upset me can't pass the written part. I plan to go back to school winter 2009 and walk out with a BA degree in my hands.
If its any consultation, I have been in bed rest for almost 3 weeks now. I haven't seen the light of day at all. I can't walk nor drive til I am completely healed. Your blessed you can get up and go to Sonics anytime, something I dream of doing but argh! Be thankful for what you have for the moment never know what tomorrow brings.
I know many times, the NIC (RID) upset me can't pass the written part. I plan to go back to school winter 2009 and walk out with a BA degree in my hands.
If its any consultation, I have been in bed rest for almost 3 weeks now. I haven't seen the light of day at all. I can't walk nor drive til I am completely healed. Your blessed you can get up and go to Sonics anytime, something I dream of doing but argh! Be thankful for what you have for the moment never know what tomorrow brings.
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ACK! where's my sunglasses!!
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now I need some sleep. if I dont sleep then perhaps by 7 or 8 I'll pop myself a happy pill and move on about my day, have some coffee for breakfast, have a late lunch around 2:30 or 3:00 then go to my 'weigh watchers' meeting then go for a run (likely 2 miles), then come home and get ready to go to work for Monday. surely I'll be ready to sleep after a 24 hour period of insomnia.
I think my whole sleep schedule is just fucked.
I think my whole sleep schedule is just fucked.
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