What is wrong with me?

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Deafilmedia

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Do I really have a mental illness?

I whined so much.

When I tried to stop whining... I can't

I whine about gay, whine about my face, whine about my money, whine about everything...

Even the relay operator got tired of me whining.
I called collection agency and harassed them, they hung up on me.

Then I get so depressed... I get into deep deep deep thought...
Stareing at the wall...

Then I cried.

What is wrong with me?

I don't get angry. And people said I am nice and sweet...

my mom yelled at me, "SHUT UP!!!"
She went on vacation to get away from me.

What is wrong with me?

My therapist gave me some medication... but I won't take it
cause I am scare it may be poison.
 
For one..(also, I am no certified doctor), you have stated that you like to say 'negative things'...perhaps, it's time to start saying 'positive things'...this way, this can help steer you in the right direction and anything else can or will get put aside while you're in the positive mode. Try it...(not just one day, one week....) and perhaps you'll quickly come around in a better way whereas others will respect you more. Think about it. No one else can 'lead' you, only 'you' can take that first small step...in the right direction.


Good luck! :cool:




~RR
 
yeah you're right...

Today, the secretary told me that my purse is pretty.

And I said, oh it is cheap.

Yeah I do need to work on that.
 
Sounds like you may need more confidence in yourself... Like RR I'm not a doctor. Agian same as RR said start saying positive things of yourself.... My ASL teacher would tell me that for every negative thing you say you need 100 positive things to rebuke it. Also, try the drugs your therapist gave you... I highly doubt that she's trying to poison you..
 
Here is an example....
"Oh it is cheap" .... no need to say it.

"Thank You" .... is all you can say. That would be positive.

Deafilmedia said:
yeah you're right...

Today, the secretary told me that my purse is pretty.

And I said, oh it is cheap.

Yeah I do need to work on that.
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Sunshine1 said:
Here is an example....
"Oh it is cheap" .... no need to say it.

"Thank you" .... is all you can say. That would be positive.
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Yeah, try positive things, just leave the negative things out... your negative threads are scaring the members away or annoying them, like myself... try and take RR's advice, as the other members here, do agree on what he has to say. Try your best, Deafilmedia, just drop what you have done and turn over a new leaf and be positive and if you improve more... you might gain some 'respect' from us.

Remember that. *nods*

Good luck.
 
thank you jclarke.

I guess it is depression... I think about suicide almost everyday, IcedteaRul.
 
Deafilmedia said:
thank you jclarke.

I guess it is depression... I think about suicide almost everyday, IcedteaRul.
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Ok, Patrice, I'm staying on the safe side, assuming the above statement is NOT just an attention-getting ploy. Now, tell me, what would you say to me or your sister if we said we had suicidal ideations?
 
Tousi said:
Ok, Patrice, I'm staying on the safe side, assuming the above statement is NOT just an attention-getting ploy. Now, tell me, what would you say to me or your sister if we said we had suicidal ideations?
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I would say....

If you can't live with yourself, live for others?
 
Phillips said:
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No Wondering!! Then Please take medication! :ugh3:
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There is nothing wrong with my brain... why I need medication to
fix my brain?
I love life. I just unhappy with having Treacher Collins Syndrome.

Instead of Psychologist, I went to Cosmetic Surgeron to see what
he can do to fix my face up... he suggested me to get fat injection
to make my face fuller.

So I am having surgery on August 31st... So after that...
I hope that I look NORMAL.

I hope my life is much more better and I hope I get more
opportunity after I look NORMAL.

And have more friends.
 
i was depressed and i was so negitive about myself and others as well

but i did went to therapy and they did really help me to be positive and regrain my relationship with my parents and my siblings and their families.
i am doing well and i don't feel depress as i was before.

i think you need to be positive about yourself not negitive you would listen to your therapist and he/she is not try to poison you
the medication are suppose to help you to balance your moods ok
 
Deafilmedia said:
There is nothing wrong with my brain... why I need medication to fix my brain? It has nothing to do about fixing your brain. It would help for your mental problem.
I love life. I just unhappy with having Treacher Collins Syndrome. They can help you to accept for who you are.

Instead of Psychologist, I went to Cosmetic Surgeron to see what
he can do to fix my face up... he suggested me to get fat injection
to make my face fuller.

So I am having surgery on August 31st... So after that...
I hope that I look NORMAL. If this is true then good luck!

I hope my life is much more better and I hope I get more
opportunity after I look NORMAL. And have more friends.
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I hope so too! Have you read a book called "How to Win Friends & Influence People"
 
:bump::whip::hug::cheers::rockon:

(sneaks in the thread)

(smugs)

(looks around)

(clapping!)

ALRIGHTY!

Deafilmedia, come on, dance with me, baby!!!

*dances* la la la :dance2: :dance2: :rock on:

*Mann_K05 transforms in a sexy lady*

ta-da! :naughty: Ooh, yeah!!

*rising the hand to deafilmedia*

Dance? :D :naughty:

PS- I just want to havve be fun with ya :) <3
 
Deafilmedia said:
thank you jclarke.

I guess it is depression... I think about suicide almost everyday, IcedteaRul.
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Is your therapist aware of these thoughts? You really need to be completely honest with your therapist.
 
Deafilmedia said:
There is nothing wrong with my brain... why I need medication to
fix my brain?
I love life. I just unhappy with having Treacher Collins Syndrome.

Instead of Psychologist, I went to Cosmetic Surgeron to see what
he can do to fix my face up... he suggested me to get fat injection
to make my face fuller.

So I am having surgery on August 31st... So after that...
I hope that I look NORMAL.

I hope my life is much more better and I hope I get more
opportunity after I look NORMAL.

And have more friends.
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A cosmetic surgery might improve what's on the outside, but will do nothing to fix what's on the inside. And until you work on fixing what's wrong on the inside, you will not be happy and satisfied with your life.

Clinical depression, or bi-polar disorder, or many other forms of depressive illness are not caused by something wrong with the brain, but by chemical imbalances inthe brain. The medications don't alter the brain, they just even out the out of whack chemicals that are naturally occuring in the brain.
 
Deafilmedia said:
thank you jclarke.

I guess it is depression... I think about suicide almost everyday, IcedteaRul.
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Absolutely, you need to see a professional psychiatrist to RX you for your mental stabilization. I strongly recommend you to make an appointment as soon as possible to prevent to suicidal.

We can't help you due to no license for the Therapist.
 
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