unlike cowards whose never have balls to break their own bones, speed takes daring souls, not get this balls and brains are different entirely i have both, just balls that most people dont havb
i actually rode with some of the world's best riders but their stamina outlast me of course, needless to say they were impressed, that I hear nothing, see out of 1 eye and managed to do courses that only half of the A-grade riders would try... gone are the days but dammit I think I lived more than some despite more never recognise my skills only the few did, - these were the best riders cuz the shit ones were left far behind LOL
kid me not, i know whats it like to be way back in the pack, but to cope with it as i learnt early is to make the most out of it, like have fun, make it FUN, that way you actually improve so much so far simply because you're riding with less fear...i think most riders have secrets, and that one is fear.... it comes from all sorts of directions and some creeps up , other land right on top of you (depending if you avoid a certain riding condition)
well , thats it bones be broken but experience gain - life so damn short to be a chicket shit...