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thinking how nice it is having of an evening of silence without any hearing aid or CI in...

nice and quiet :giggle:
 
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I am drinking cofffee right now but was in kthnxbai mood at the cafe since the coffee chick i used to date is still there.
 
I am thinking that the first day back at work really wiped me out. I am ready to go to bed now. *zzzzz**
 
Am thinking life sucks!!! Shel mentioned once that she was real broke. Well, I'm so broke I have been threatening suicide, but then my family will lose my disability and then they will be even worse off so I can't even afford to die. Hubby keeps asking MIL for help with bills and she does what she can, but it's humiliating for me and I am so embarrassed to be around her much because of it.

I wish I could sell my car, but I owe too much on it. We can't think of selling the Expedition since it's the only thing that will hold the 6 of us. Can't sell the Explorer since too much is owed on that. The boat is paid off spo that isn't a problem. Then MIL has 2 vehicles and she's trying to sell the truck but not having luck.

Life sucks!!!!
 
JamieLynn said:
... is thinking that she's going to be sick soon :( I'm coughing my lungs out of my body now... *cough* :mad2:
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Get plenty of rest and drink plenty of fluids. If fever spikes, get to ER PDQ and know that we all care about you and hope for the best. :grouphug:
 
I am thinking that there has been an onslaught of info on stem cells by many new members. Is something up?
 
shel90 said:
I am thinking that there has been an onslaught of info on stem cells by many new members. Is something up?
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same old. this is another cyclic trend every few months :lol:
 
KristinaB said:
Am thinking life sucks!!! Shel mentioned once that she was real broke. Well, I'm so broke I have been threatening suicide, but then my family will lose my disability and then they will be even worse off so I can't even afford to die. Hubby keeps asking MIL for help with bills and she does what she can, but it's humiliating for me and I am so embarrassed to be around her much because of it.

I wish I could sell my car, but I owe too much on it. We can't think of selling the Expedition since it's the only thing that will hold the 6 of us. Can't sell the Explorer since too much is owed on that. The boat is paid off spo that isn't a problem. Then MIL has 2 vehicles and she's trying to sell the truck but not having luck.

Life sucks!!!!
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Pls go and talk to someone if you are thinking these kinds of thoughts. I just put a payment stop to my contribution towards my 401 (K) for 6 months so I can get caught up.
 
KristinaB said:
Am thinking life sucks!!! Shel mentioned once that she was real broke. Well, I'm so broke I have been threatening suicide, but then my family will lose my disability and then they will be even worse off so I can't even afford to die. Hubby keeps asking MIL for help with bills and she does what she can, but it's humiliating for me and I am so embarrassed to be around her much because of it.

I wish I could sell my car, but I owe too much on it. We can't think of selling the Expedition since it's the only thing that will hold the 6 of us. Can't sell the Explorer since too much is owed on that. The boat is paid off spo that isn't a problem. Then MIL has 2 vehicles and she's trying to sell the truck but not having luck.

Life sucks!!!!
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please don't say such thing like suicide. :(

yes life is hard but living with suicide in family member is much harder. don't do that to yourself and your family. :grouphug:
 
shel90 said:
Pls go and talk to someone if you are thinking these kinds of thoughts. I just put a payment stop to my contribution towards my 401 (K) for 6 months so I can get caught up.
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I know I have not posted here in a while.. But I do agree with Shel.. Those types of thoughts are not good. Best to seek help.. Always a way out!!! Besides thinking those types of thoughts.. Be strong, KristinaB!!
 
shel90 said:
Pls go and talk to someone if you are thinking these kinds of thoughts. I just put a payment stop to my contribution towards my 401 (K) for 6 months so I can get caught up.
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Can't even afford to do that. I have no insurance until February and don't qualify for Medicaid due to hubby having a job and I haven't been on disability long enough. We just have too many ourgoing bills and not enough incoming funds. Hubby is making less than half of what he was making in MO, but we just found out, that even if we had stayed in MO, he would have lost the job as they shut down all 3 plants for the company he was working with in MO.

I will be fine. I go through this quite often and just need time to cool off and get my brain in order. Tonight could also be since I have had a headache running for 6 days now. I have done everything and it won't go away. It doesn't get worse or more extreme, but I can't think what is causing it. I haven't really been stressed except until today. It's not my glasses since I still wake up with the headache in the morning. I've done everything and then some, but even the Excedrin isn't doing anything now. Maybe I need to drive down to the beach and smell the salt air. Can't do it right now since they close the beaches early around here.

I promise, I will be fine and I will not do anything stupid.
 
Thinking about how I will get my new phone activated and hopefully getting my much anticipated package in the mail tomorrow.
 
KristinaB said:
Can't even afford to do that. I have no insurance until February and don't qualify for Medicaid due to hubby having a job and I haven't been on disability long enough. We just have too many ourgoing bills and not enough incoming funds. Hubby is making less than half of what he was making in MO, but we just found out, that even if we had stayed in MO, he would have lost the job as they shut down all 3 plants for the company he was working with in MO.

I will be fine. I go through this quite often and just need time to cool off and get my brain in order. Tonight could also be since I have had a headache running for 6 days now. I have done everything and it won't go away. It doesn't get worse or more extreme, but I can't think what is causing it. I haven't really been stressed except until today. It's not my glasses since I still wake up with the headache in the morning. I've done everything and then some, but even the Excedrin isn't doing anything now. Maybe I need to drive down to the beach and smell the salt air. Can't do it right now since they close the beaches early around here.

I promise, I will be fine and I will not do anything stupid.
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I am glad cuz that is frightening when someone talks about suicide.

What giving up some luxuries like cable or whatever until you both get back on your feet. I am giving that luxury of saving towards my 401K to see if that will help. If not, then I will give up cable and Internet until my SUV is paid off. I will work my 2nd job over the summer so I will use that extra money to pay my SUV off faster. If worse comes to worse, I will look for a 2nd part time job now and find people to watch our kids as my hubby works 2 jobs. I just need to pay off my daughter's braces and my SUV..then I will be back on my feet.

Yea, life sucks but the WORST CASE scenario is to file for banktrupty and start all over again but we are far from being in that position.

I am just tired of things popping up and having to pay for it when I had other plans with my money to pay off bills. Ugh!
 
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