Frisky Feline
Well-Known Member
- Joined
- Jun 2, 2003
- Messages
- 26,316
- Reaction score
- 88
Sounds good. I'll have to do a search for the ingredients.
keep me posted on one. That sounds PURRFECT for summer with my girlfriends.
Sounds good. I'll have to do a search for the ingredients.
keep me posted on one. That sounds PURRFECT for summer with my girlfriends.
*looks down* Oh hi jillio.
WOW I have to buy the long lists for the bomb pop! thank you so much!!! *saved it* I will have to google for Grenadine and Blue Curacao that i am not familiar with.
THANKS!!!!
i think i am not feeling any welcome here anymore.. adios!
We're going to have towork on that fear of success. You deserve it as much as anyone does. And from reading the way you write in your posts, and the depth of your feelings, I suspect your poetry is very good!
*Big hugs for Jillio...again* Thanks sweetie. My ego does wonders when you're around. Seriously, I like to write and I wish I could get myself over that barrier of 'what if' but I never quite do it. Hopefully, though, never doesn't always have to be the present state of things. It's a pretty strong fear and I'm not sure where it came from...but it seems the mintute someone expects something of me, and I've done it before, I get frightened. It makes no sense of course, if I've done it once I can do it again, right? Well, sadly, that's not the way my brain likes to work. But we'll get there. I've just got a habit of 'getting there' differently then others.
i think i am not feeling any welcome here anymore.. adios!
Yeah, that's right. It's a bit like stage fright, only worse in a way, because it doesn't go away when you aren't on a stage. It's like this: Say I write a poem that I'm pretty proud of. Say I show that poem to you. You really like it, and get excited and ask me to write more. I get nervous because what if the next one you read is a bummer? What if you get disappointed?
It's not rational, and I know it. But it's real. That's problem. I can't talk myself out of it. Yet. I really hope that some day, I will...because there is so much I dream about doing, and haven't done or haven't started because I get so nervous. Not a good way to live.
Now you can all thank me for posting the bomb pop shot idea here! Disclaimer: Don't Drink and Drive!
*Big hugs for Jillio...again* Thanks sweetie. My ego does wonders when you're around. Seriously, I like to write and I wish I could get myself over that barrier of 'what if' but I never quite do it. Hopefully, though, never doesn't always have to be the present state of things. It's a pretty strong fear and I'm not sure where it came from...but it seems the mintute someone expects something of me, and I've done it before, I get frightened. It makes no sense of course, if I've done it once I can do it again, right? Well, sadly, that's not the way my brain likes to work. But we'll get there. I've just got a habit of 'getting there' differently then others.
yes I completely understand what you mean. I'm assuming it's the self-esteem issue or something else that was stemmed from your childhood. but no worry, m'lady... we all have our childhood issues but you will overcome this