Keep thinking about how my sleep condition care went so completely wrong. It is almost bizarre. Now I pay insurance premiums and have no care. All because my breathing machine began to change how it works and I tried to get help from the people who supplied the machine and the sleep doctor.
They have treated me like I am mentally ill for refusing to stop saying it is not doing what it was. I have paid nearly 14 thousand dollars in insurance premiums and doctor bills this year to end up in this spot.
It is a very weird experience to sit there in the doctors office while he questions my sanity because a fallible thing like a machine is no longer acting the same way.
I have sorted out it has to do with how it sorts out the algorithms it reads coming back to it from my breathing. The mechanical part of the machine is working fine it is the computer inside that is struggling.
I would not mind but the doctor is God in the care situation because all of this is by prescription only. Meanwhile I have a real possibility of dying because I stop breathing. I cannot use the machine as it is.
I looked in the mirror when I got home. Hair combed, teeth brushed, clean clothes, showered, shaved, articulate and apparently mentally ill. It is a strange world we have created here in America.