Almost crawled out the door... was tempting... Unfortunately I drive a stick... I had to sit in the parking lot and decide how I was going to drive home... Somehow... I made it... x.x
Almost crawled out the door... was tempting... Unfortunately I drive a stick... I had to sit in the parking lot and decide how I was going to drive home... Somehow... I made it... x.x
Lol I just pushed myself too hard at the gym... I did WAY more than I usually do... I also rock climbed while I was there... Normally I do 2 hours of various things... but this time I was there 4 hours and I REALLY pushed it until I just couldn't go anymore. So, I could barely walk or move after... NO ICEY HOT SUCKS!!! and it smells TERRIBLE! Needless to say, I think I"ll be taking the next couple days off from the gym... lol
Thinking that I'm getting married in 3 weeks. I've opted to not have a big wedding. Just a courthouse deal. I'm just as married either way and I don't have to go into crippling debt to be a princess for a few hours right?
My deal is that my family won't be there because they live too far away, I have no friends here at all (no exaggeration... I don't know a single person except my fiance), and my fiances mom and aunt plan to take me to a play that I'm very anxious about going to. I want to do things with MY mom and sisters. I don't want to sit in a room and do my mental leaps and bounds to understand what people on a stage far away are talking about. It's exhausting and anxiety inducing. I don't want to seem ungrateful because I'm touched that they want to do something with just me... but I can't think of a way to get out of it.
I do want to get married. My fiance is kinda sorta amazing lol.
I dunno. I guess I'm just lonely and homesick. We can't really afford to travel all the way back to my home in Texas just for a 15 minute ceremony plus then his mom won't be able to be there. He's an only child and at least my family has 2 other girls to watch get married lol. We figured that sometime next year we can go to Texas and just have a big party with my family. Then my mom might even be able to be there.
I guess I'm thinking too much. Thinking about my family, my mom, my grandma, my sobo, my sisters, my wedding. It's got me on the topic of genealogy so there's plenty to do that will keep me busy. I should sleep but I can't lol.
I am thinking if I should go to ER for x-ray tomorrow or not. I think I may have microfractures. I can't really tell but it felt like my tibia/fibula/talus (just an area between my leg and ankle) may have microfractures. it felt like it's gonna break when I put pressure on it. or maybe it's just a really bad sprain. last weekend - I had a little motorcycle accident.
I am thinking if I should go to ER for x-ray tomorrow or not. I think I may have microfractures. I can't really tell but it felt like my tibia/fibula/talus (just an area between my leg and ankle) may have microfractures. it felt like it's gonna break when I put pressure on it. or maybe it's just a really bad sprain. last weekend - I had a little motorcycle accident.
I am thinking if I should go to ER for x-ray tomorrow or not. I think I may have microfractures. I can't really tell but it felt like my tibia/fibula/talus (just an area between my leg and ankle) may have microfractures. it felt like it's gonna break when I put pressure on it. or maybe it's just a really bad sprain. last weekend - I had a little motorcycle accident.
ER's expensive; maybe urgent care will do it cheaper. Or go to a chiropractor/sports medicine place; they may be cheaper as well.
If it were me, i would go and make an appointment with dr from there. if i am in pain real bad.
Or maybe go to a medical aid unit. They may be able to do the x-ray. The one by me is in a bldg that has a radiology dept so that's where they took me to X-ray my thumb last fall.
ER's expensive; maybe urgent care will do it cheaper. Or go to a chiropractor/sports medicine place; they may be cheaper as well.
the doctor would say this - "hmmm better get an x-ray and see from there."