What am I thinking about:
1)About how almost all of my "friends" stopped hanging out with me when my hearing went from about 75% in one ear down to about 10%
2)Upcoming surgery to remove a tumor from my left audio nerve
3)On Nov. 18, 2002 my brother had MAJOR surgery that doctor ****ed up on, and my surgery will be around that same time. Same hospital, possibly same doc
4) My dad passed away in January 2001, and my bro in january 2003, so January will be an epically sad month because of the 10 year anniversary