I'm crying right now, I said my goodbyes to my friends out here in Vegas as I'm leaving in a day and the girl I have a strong attraction to and not just her looks, but who she is, shared interests, but she's dating someone and I'm moving away and may never see her for a long time or ever again, she gave me a long hug and hissed my right cheek. That was the first time I've ever been kissed by anyone in my life, other than my parents and coming from someone I have such strong feelings for, I'm just overwhelmed with sadness.
I almost started crying immediately after when I got in my car to leave. Not a happy or fun post for this thread, but it's what I'm doing right now and even though I'm still crying, some tears have dried and my eyes feel crusty.