Weight

GalaxyAngel said:
Got it. I undestand what you're trying to say.. Pretty I can understand clear crystal what r u trying to expose your message! Which you have good reason because doesn't want expose your picture and weight etc etc...

My apoglize that what I did prevouis another thread and little offense to you.. by the way... Can you and I truce ? I'm very respect open heart for you.. no matter what r u looking as long you try your best goal health. That's okay which it's great news..

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Of course, we can call a truce. :)

I really have nothing against you or anyone else. I also have nothing against FeistyChick. She obviously is very proud of her weight loss, and should be. It's just that when you have a bunch of us who are eating disordered, getting into a numbers game or sharing pictures depicting weight loss can be very dangerous. I, myself, am a recovering compulsive overeater/bulimic. I've been in recovery for 5 1/2 years, but I still struggle with wishing I could be a certain size, even though, I know there's no way in Hell I could ever be that size. It's going to be a struggle for me for the rest of my life, and I will have to be extremely careful about what I do and don't do, so I can remain healthy both emotionally and physically.
 
sequoias said:
here's more info about it. http://www.mamashealth.com/eat/bulimia.asp for readers to find details about it.

It sounds pretty intense. I'm glad you're trying to recover from it, Oceanbreeze.
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Thank you. I ended up becoming addicted to laxatives. This was after years of being overweight as a child. I started putting on weight at the age of ten, through no fault of my own. Basically, puberty hit and I gained a lot of weight in a short period of time. I also had someone close to me who was very critical of me, and he was often very cruel to me growing up. I was a very sensitive child, and had a hard time handling constructive criticism, let alone, destructive criticism. Anyway, the more I was teased by him, the more I ate out of comfort. I was also massively tormented in school for other reasons besides weight, and I just felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone. This set me up for the eating disorder. By the time, I was sixteen I was a full blown compulsive overeater. Eventually, this led to bulimic behavior after I discovered that I could "control" my intake. I became bulimic in my late 20s. Although, I didn't suffer from bulimia for very long, I had a pretty wicked laxative addiction. It took me nearly two years to kick it, but I eventually did.

I have to say that now my battle is mostly emotional and mental. I have not "practiced" the addiction in awhile, but I still am very easily triggered.

This is a bit of insight into my past. I am not proud of the fact that I'm bulimic or a compulsive overeater, but I am proud of the fact that I am in recovery, and it is my hope that I can help someone else NOT go down the road I went. It's SO NOT worth it. We, as human beings, are worth so much more than what a scale might say.
 
Liebling:-))) said:
Thank you for nice compliment... :D Anyway what about you?

It's the best proof that our weight is important to you than care to know us better. All what I want say is your immature and loser... :D
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Huh? I don't understand u what are u talking about? I have said that already earlier. u're LOL :asshole:
 
Oceanbreeze said:
Thank you. I ended up becoming addicted to laxatives. This was after years of being overweight as a child. I started putting on weight at the age of ten, through no fault of my own. Basically, puberty hit and I gained a lot of weight in a short period of time. I also had someone close to me who was very critical of me, and he was often very cruel to me growing up. I was a very sensitive child, and had a hard time handling constructive criticism, let alone, destructive criticism. Anyway, the more I was teased by him, the more I ate out of comfort. I was also massively tormented in school for other reasons besides weight, and I just felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone. This set me up for the eating disorder. By the time, I was sixteen I was a full blown compulsive overeater. Eventually, this led to bulimic behavior after I discovered that I could "control" my intake. I became bulimic in my late 20s. Although, I didn't suffer from bulimia for very long, I had a pretty wicked laxative addiction. It took me nearly two years to kick it, but I eventually did.

I have to say that now my battle is mostly emotional and mental. I have not "practiced" the addiction in awhile, but I still am very easily triggered.

This is a bit of insight into my past. I am not proud of the fact that I'm bulimic or a compulsive overeater, but I am proud of the fact that I am in recovery, and it is my hope that I can help someone else NOT go down the road I went. It's SO NOT worth it. We, as human beings, are worth so much more than what a scale might say.
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You're welcome and I hope you stay on track on the road to recovery coping with your disorder. I understand how hard it is thru that in your life. My gf has a eating disorder, too. It's not a severe type, she can control it easily and not let it win over her. I was surprised that eating disorders were diagnoised in the 1980's as a known disorder. What causes it is a mystery for all of us.
 
Liebling:-))) said:
Yes, I know... Simple ingore his post... All what we know his immature and loser... :D
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Hey, not u again. I'm not he. Don't be stupid :fu: who told u that I'm a male?
 
Catmandu said:
What the heck? You came up with a poopie thread. LOL

-Thyroidless Poopie Brown Hair

Oh, and what's your weight again?
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Well, I learn from u said that "horse shits" same color like ur hair. And another Q. I have already said that answer why dont u reread it again. You even didn't tell me what ur scale number. So, I made a fair said that too.
 
SmiLe ImL said:
Well, I learn from u said that "horse shits" same color like ur hair. And another Q. I have already said that answer why dont u reread it again. You even didn't tell me what ur scale number. So, I made a fair said that too.
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LMAO ya know how retahded this sounds?? Ok, so you ask everybody here how much we weigh and not revealing about your weight then we won't give you our satisfaction. ;)
 
Catmandu said:
LMAO ya know how retahded this sounds?? Ok, so you ask everybody here how much we weigh and not revealing about your weight then we won't give you our satisfaction. ;)
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LOL, use ur common sense if I don't answer that means I'm same as everyone.
 
Oceanbreeze said:
Thank you. I ended up becoming addicted to laxatives. This was after years of being overweight as a child. I started putting on weight at the age of ten, through no fault of my own. Basically, puberty hit and I gained a lot of weight in a short period of time. I also had someone close to me who was very critical of me, and he was often very cruel to me growing up. I was a very sensitive child, and had a hard time handling constructive criticism, let alone, destructive criticism. Anyway, the more I was teased by him, the more I ate out of comfort. I was also massively tormented in school for other reasons besides weight, and I just felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone. This set me up for the eating disorder. By the time, I was sixteen I was a full blown compulsive overeater. Eventually, this led to bulimic behavior after I discovered that I could "control" my intake. I became bulimic in my late 20s. Although, I didn't suffer from bulimia for very long, I had a pretty wicked laxative addiction. It took me nearly two years to kick it, but I eventually did.

I have to say that now my battle is mostly emotional and mental. I have not "practiced" the addiction in awhile, but I still am very easily triggered.

This is a bit of insight into my past. I am not proud of the fact that I'm bulimic or a compulsive overeater, but I am proud of the fact that I am in recovery, and it is my hope that I can help someone else NOT go down the road I went. It's SO NOT worth it. We, as human beings, are worth so much more than what a scale might say.
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Agreed w/you what r u said "I'm not proud of the fact that I'm bulimic or a compulsive overeater, but I'm proud that fact I'm in recovery!"

Yes I do cares.. what you did right thing... No matter how long takes you're in battle different ways and find right path for you.. Take your time until slower become better recovery build up your life boost.
Here's I give you :hug:
Completetly I understand you clear the crystal.
Thanks for your explaination... :ty:
 
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