nah, you're not off the topic. Thanks for your reply. This part of my life is over. Well, i mean, as a christian, i may view as god using the deafs as a sign to the public. What i mean is, somehow, throughout my life, i leave a ~trail~ of mishaps or destruction like angles doing the work of the show in the public while i move on in life. You'll have to recognize the signs. My boss is out of the job as well as myself. 7000 workers got laid off because of an immoral business move during the wall street burps. Usually, many years later, our rude pals get what goes around comes back around. We're almost, always, the innocent folks managing the hard times in our lives but it seems to me god's angels work hard to mark the evils on their forehead for display on judgment day while we see the the brilliant, glorious treasures in our mansions down the diamond covered streets.