I was not able to type well since I have near death trauma accident. I could've killed as of August 1st, I done share story somewhere here and apparently nobody pay attention or think I'm bs.
What I am saying is that calling it addictive, it does not mean everybody WILL get addicted, usually less than 20% will get hooked, while the rest of 80% don't get addicted. Whats important is being honest with doctor, and doctor can determine if your pattern is going to lead to addictive behavior. I really really highly doubt you will get addicted on this shit, because you are fully aware of it, and take it sparingly, meaning if you take when it is really necessary but not taking when you don't have pain. If you take it even if there is little or no pain then you got problem.
I have bunch of opiates with me for 4 years, I rather smoke or eat cannabis to manage my pain, my stress induct the pain on me, so killing stress help me relieve pain. Sometimes cannabis didn't take my pain away within time frame, I then took opiates.
Right now, I am doubling my dosage time intervals because I have new pain, and that was caused by 3/4 ton of trunk fell and hit my back, fractured plenty of bones including ribs, spine. Collar bone is fine, thank god! Since I double dosage, it isn't anywhere near habitual or addiction. I am more scare of taking too much opiates due to side effect.... ruin liver and kidney. I don't want ruin my kidney and liver, Cannabis don't have these side effect.
Estimate weight of trunk as 3/4 ton, it is about 12 feet long 20 inches diameter.
I am far, far thankful for today medical technology, if it were 10 years ago, I don't want hear doctor comment at all, which would be, "There isn't much we can do, there are chances you will stay in bed for the rest of life". But that day, when doctor sees how serious my spine damage was, yes nerve popped out from spinal cord, my doctor said "Don't worry, we have top surgeon around, and we can fix it, no problem". The attitude from surgeon was like he knows what he is doing and showed ultimate confidence! He also told me I have only two weeks of window, otherwise it will be like 10 years ago. So I took the 5th surgery knowing I will be OK!
Surgery proved successfully, I am now able to manage pain little better and able to walk, get up, sleep, etc even eating with 4 front tooth missing. Call me vampire if you will.
So, anyone of you face spinal injury anytime in future. Do NOT move yourself, let these expert deals with you, and my recommendation is make decision on surgery FAST! You will be happy you did. And recommended get "Teaching surgeon" Nobody gets better surgeon that is teaching his/her students on spine surgery, I see the difference! Its nice to have a specialist, but the problem is sometimes complication arisen specialist may not have the right skill to fix it, teaching surgeon MUST KNOW how to fix something, like my last surgeon that discovered how poorly job first surgeon did and fixed for me.
I like answer question though PM, but my PM box is almost full. So bear with me.
Actually, it was addictive. Pain killers tend to be addictive for anyone. The trick is to not abuse them, which I only did 3 times in the course of 8 years. All three times it made me super sleepy, so I saw no point in abusing them. But if I forgot a dose or the pharmacy didn't refill in time, I'd get serious jitters and misery as the addiction would jones for a fix. All I could do was to lie in bed, shaking, hot and cold at the same time, until I'd get a tramadol in me.
I've seen the effects of abuse from pain killers from both my mother, and my former stepmother. I'm very much aware of the downward spiral opiates can cause and the severe consequences if kept up. It can completely ruin someone's life if they abuse pain killers, and any relationships to friends, family, significant other, etc.