Something had happened...

I woke up and went downstair to take care of my aunt but i realized she was gone. I alway took care of her when she was ill. She alway paged me when she needed me while I was sleeping or while I was on the puter. Now, no page, no aunt, no burden anymore. I sometimes missed that. :cry:
 
i was 12 yrs old, my best friend was 13, she was in wheelchair, she died from heart attack... i went her funeral and same day (night) i went bed, i felt someone poked on my back then i woke up and puzzled, walked to my mom room, i asked her did she poked me, she say no didnt.. i was puzzled then i went back bed... then later poked at my leg, then i woke up and my :jaw: to saw my best friend was :angel: and smiled at me... then pah gone! i was cried and screamed my mom... she came and i told her what happened.. she say yea that she came for me and tell me that she is ok in heaven with god, i cried so hard!!!


in 2000, my fave uncle died, i cried n threw up for 2 days, so when funeral, i watched his face was sooo happy smile cuz of he wasnt in pain anymore.. so i kissed on his cheek and hold his hand.. cuz of i dont afraid, he has in my soul forever, i knew he been watch me everywhere i go... so in 2002, i was at my friend's house, i was sleep, i just woke up for bathroom, but i saw my uncle stood up and watched me while i was sleep then he gone..

in 2003, my mom and i went pay bills, i was in van, and my mom came back to van, she sat in driver, she saw the mirror and she scared and cried i say what what??? she say saw his 2 brothers sat behind us i was oh shit!!! then i turned look them and say i love u with sign... my mom saw me and say nothing...

last nov 6th, 2003.. on my uncle's bday, he poked my leg and felt windy cuz of he passed me, and talked me in my heart say i will find a person who love me, i was puzzled and who that.. so later night, i met desi, that how we met thru my best friend... that why my uncle knew it.. oh gosh... he been there for me!! i really love him so much and miss him so much... :cry:
 
It sounds familar, but....When my grandpa "Papa" died in Jan 1997, that night of the day he was dying, I went up to Prescott to see him before he dies, I went into his hosptial room, to say goodbye [which was the hardest thing I had ever to do]....so I kissed him on the cheek and said, I love you Papa. and I had to leave, so is my older brother. My dad drove us alll back home, my mother [thats my mom's dad], she stayed up there with my grandpa. On the way home, I looked at the sky...and I saw this BRIGHT, star that flicked...really pretty and so BRIGHT.then it was a shooting star, at that moment, it ws a same sec that my mom was calling my dad on the cell....bad new, He died. As I wondered....That star flicked, it was when my grandpa died....at the same time. I cried 'n cried, as much as I cld.
 
People, let me clarify it to you....I do not understand why you guys talk about people who died.....this topic is about something had happened to you that *change your life forever* ya know what I'm saying? It is not about somebody...it is about you and your life...how does it change your life from?
 
Lianca said:
I woke up and went downstair to take care of my aunt but i realized she was gone. I alway took care of her when she was ill. She alway paged me when she needed me while I was sleeping or while I was on the puter. Now, no page, no aunt, no burden anymore. I sometimes missed that. :cry:
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I am so sorry. ::::::HUG::::::::
 
eternity said:
People, let me clarify it to you....I do not understand why you guys talk about people who died.....this topic is about something had happened to you that *change your life forever* ya know what I'm saying? It is not about somebody...it is about you and your life...how does it change your life from?
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Yeah I have noticed that.. I guess death really impact their lives.

I am trying to remember what is something that had happened to me that I have changed. One thing is that I am surprised that I met lots of old faces and they said that i have changed a lot and nicer to them than years ago. I was snotty. That's what i am trying to remember how did it happened to me. ::::umm::: I will get back to you later.
 
eternity said:
People, let me clarify it to you....I do not understand why you guys talk about people who died.....this topic is about something had happened to you that *change your life forever* ya know what I'm saying? It is not about somebody...it is about you and your life...how does it change your life from?
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Eternity, my life had change since my aunt died. I wasn't the same person as before. I used to hang out or going out with friends before my aunt died.. Now she's gone.. I kept myself shut from the world for a while but not coming out 100 percent. I still am grieving of her death. That's all I can say.
 
eternity said:
People, let me clarify it to you....I do not understand why you guys talk about people who died.....this topic is about something had happened to you that *change your life forever* ya know what I'm saying? It is not about somebody...it is about you and your life...how does it change your life from?
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Don't be so hissy, but for a lot of people death can change them.

For me, one of the most recent changes for me was the sudden departure of one of my good, loyal friends -- it was so sudden and unexpected, I went to the movies with him a few days before!!! It was a shock to everyone, and it made me realize to not take life for granted, and live as if there's no tomorrow, and follow up on promises. We had a bon fire in his honor because he kept asking to do one but we never did, kept postponing it, so finally we did it on the eve of his funeral.

Granted, it's not something that directly affected me, as you're seem to be trying to clarify, but I certainly think having this happen to someone else does also effect me. It changed my perspective of life because I learned from others.
 
Lianca said:
I woke up and went downstair to take care of my aunt but i realized she was gone. I alway took care of her when she was ill. She alway paged me when she needed me while I was sleeping or while I was on the puter. Now, no page, no aunt, no burden anymore. I sometimes missed that. :cry:
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:cuddle: Lianca -- ive wished i was there for u during that difficult time when i got the news from u (at the time i was somewhere in AZ (i think) on the road with Java)
 
Fly Free said:
:cuddle: Lianca -- ive wished i was there for u during that difficult time when i got the news from u (at the time i was somewhere in AZ (i think) on the road with Java)
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Yes I remembered you were on the road with Java. I knew from my heart you were there for me in spirit. Thanks Fly.. :grouphug:
 
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Lianca -- yes i was indeedy there for u in spirit altho i was already miles away from the eastern seaboard
 
the 9/11/01 tragedy at the World Trade Centre in NY. Those terrorism happening in the Middle east, Iraq, etc. :(
 
eternity said:
Steel and sweet kj

I'm not ready to say it whole but I gave a bit of my story and one is in angel's post called someone/witness who watched someone that struggled with his/her life by something that dignosed with cancer or disease or some other kind......or something happened to that person who had to fight for her/his life....

Kwim?
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um...okay.

whatever, good one. :ugh2:
 
i'd have to say the whole war in iraq... my dad and uncle are there right now and it's kind of been weird without a male role model around in the house.
 
eternity said:
to you that would change your life forever...

Did something hit you so hard that would wake you up?
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Not wake me up but HIT ME very hard when I found out my son has brain tumor and He will turn 7 years old on April 21... He now goes thru Chemo and He finish his radiations all set. so He has 6 more chemo left which is every 6 weeks PLUS I have 3 months old son. Of course it is so much of work to deal with all things, Plus I have 10 half yrs old daughter.. Dealing with about 130 miles round trip going to docs, staying hours hours for blood work, labs etc. mri , cat scan, etc you name it all..

I would say I DEFINETLY CHANGED my life big time!


Wendy
 
sorry to hear that Wendy...

I didnt know young kids would have tumor...I thought it only happens on much older people.

I pray for your son's soul, faithfully.
 
eternity said:
People, let me clarify it to you....I do not understand why you guys talk about people who died.....this topic is about something had happened to you that *change your life forever* ya know what I'm saying? It is not about somebody...it is about you and your life...how does it change your life from?
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Eternity...

I dont care if you think some people are "disobeying your rules" but we are still being on topic, though. Death does change a whole fuckin' lots of ways for many people...as for my grandfather, who had blood cancer almost 6 years ago, it changed our lives forever...we wouldn't see other relatives too often...we wouldn't go to fun places for our summer vacation...and we wouldn't even share every hoilday with our grandparents, as death does change many things, it doesn't always change good.

as you proably heard the famous quote from the Matrix triogoly, even though it is true...

"everything that has a begining has an end."

life is short.
 
I dont care if you think some people are "disobeying your rules" but we are still being on topic, though
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Steel, if you do not care *if*... that If doesn't even exist. So why do you have to bother to post if you do not care and who said that i think some people are not obeyin my rules? you are not making any sense. All Im trying to explain what topic is all about not for people and im speaking of YOU or whoever that change their life forever.
 
Sweet_KJ said:
Eternity, I don't really follow what you were trying to say about last year's April 1st, or what happened, and so on.
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Same here, i dont understand either.....
 
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