Hi I´m back!
I came home with my family from 9 days in London last night. I´m still tiring and hope to make more posts when I´m fit.
Thank you again for your loving support here.
It´s not easy for me to accept the fact that my sister is really gone.
My brother and half-sister and I shared a big flower "S I S T E R" for our sister. My hubby, boys & I donated a big heart flower for her... I took the picture of them and will post the picture here.
I can´t beleive it´s really her when we look at her face and talked to her (sign language to her - she can sign). It´s really hurt to say goodbye to her. My hubby & I went to see her straight way after arrived London from Germany. They want to lock her coffin after apolosy done but my Dad got them to stay her open for me. They warned me about her before I see her. I told them that it´s my problem for want to see her and sign to her. They agree to let me to see her.
My Dad, brother, niece, hubby & I are only person who allows to see her face. It´s impossible to open coffin for everyone to view on cremation because her body would be crackled/disappear... I was like huh because it´s too fast... huh? I can see that part of her nose is disappeared already. Her face is black, so they painted and powder her face to white and make up on her. We were like WHAT when they explained that it´s impossible to dress her favorite clothes on her because it could cause to crack her body... bones are very weak... We are not allow to touch her because her body are too toxic and could be diease... I was like wow because it´s rarely to know about this after have been see dead bodies often and touch or kiss them in the past. The owner said my sister is one of rare people who can´t being dress or touch.
All what we saw is her face and hair - not even hand or chest... they covered with white sheet to hide her naked body. The owner gave us piece of her hair, he cut for us to remember.
The cremation goes well and receive many loving supports from friends and relatives and have many wonderful flowers. My brother made a beautiful speech for her. It´s really hurt... We went to club after cremation, to have a little party and drink - talk good memory about her.
I will create a memorial picture with my artwork soon because my family/relatives wants to have one.
I lit the candle with the picture of my sister here.
Of course I will post pictures of her here.
I will make more post on my other thread about my sister, how she died etc. later.