Ok gophers.. my mom's funeral was today.. and it was a nice service as well.. but there was a special touching moment by the funeral director to ask me to ride in the hearse along with Mom's casket to the family farm for a drive around and back to the cemertery for mom to be buried by dad's side... now Mom and Dad are finally together and I am sure they are holding hands and walking to wherever they are doing now... I'm grateful for the chance to ride along and it was a nice way to do so.. I have written a thank you card to the director for that touching moment....
Now that is all over, the next process for me to start getting going on is selling some things, especially the farm..and getting a job, and finding a new place to settle down... that will be months to work on and etc.. I know it aint gonna get faster for me in terms of moving... but I know I will have to deal with stuffs that I will need to get it over with sooner than later because it might come back and bite me in painful way that I might have a difficult time recovering from mentally as well as physically....
So thanks to ya all folks for the warm supports and condelences and more.... I appreciate it very very much!!