Why? So you can put me down? Tell everyone, including hearing
people that I'm a crazy trouble maker and that they shouldn't
like me because nobody else like me? Because I want to go out
and learn new things and you all want to BLOCK me by building
a wall around me, stop me from learning stuff.
You guys are so SICK SICK SICK.
Why people get so jealous of me? All I want to do is learn some things.
What is wrong with you folks?
I can see why there are many people suicide everyday because
of you people are being unfair.
What? I have to be with a man and married him and let him
control me and be his sex slave or a whore?
Is that what my life is meant for me?
Can I have some fun in life?
Can I be happy?
Are you suppose to be the only one HAPPY on this PLANET?
Are you guys trying to SABOTAGE me?
Why?
Just cause you deaf filmmakers can't make it HOLLYWOOD,
because you guys think you're deaf and can't do anything...
And won't be serious making GOOD films.
Are you saying just because you can't do it, I can't do it, too?
Are you guys gossiping about me or believe in Gossiping
and rather not know the REAL me?
You know what? I DON'T CARE.
I am doing what make ME HAPPY.
And I don't appreciate you are trying to take my HAPPINESS AWAY.
SINCE the time I was born (born with deformed face), daycare, I was
kick by little boys several times, and in Junior High, I was bullied by
boys who kick my book bags down the stairs and got spit on several times...
and then at Gallaudet, this Jeff guy being mean toward me, then
I had to lie to manager that I am pregnant and I need a job, so she hired me at KMART, and FSU, I have never met such ignorant people in my life there,
And at CSUN, I can't do anything I want there, I get kick out of the room because my Black roommates got mad cause she wants to play her music loud while I sleep. And then now...
What are you going to do with me NOW? Huh? You want to hurt me some
more?
You guys are the only ones suppose to be HAPPY, and I can't be happy?
You guys won't be happy until you make everyone EVERYONE everyone Everyone happy...
And that is the way it goes.
If you want to be happy, then you gotta make other people happy too, including me.
Then this world will be a better place and everybody will be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY...
If you guys keep making me unhappy, then you know I will be all DOOM and GLOOM and
you guys will feel awful the way you treat me and you guys won't feel happy at all.
So you gotta make everyone happy, no matter what they did in the past.
And look at the news,,, everybody is so happy to see Britney Spears being unhappy...
taking her kids away. You know why? Because everybody are miserable with their own
life, that they rather see other people SUFFER too.
That is not right.
LOVE is the way.... let teach one another and make each other happy.
Come on, lets have some fun.
You told me to stop hating on gays... so I am learning to accept them...
If you gonna HATE ME, then I will always keep HATING everybody.
So if you teach me how to LOVE, then I will LOVE and accept EVERYONE...
PEOPLE, PLEASE, make me happy... I want to make you HAPPY too.
Let love one another...
That is the only way to bring more love and peace on this EARTH.