OK I'm over the initial shock. I'd forgotten what summer sounded like ~ all the birds, locusts, the sound of the wind from an open window, the sound of people talking across a parking lot. This is amazing.
I kept taking the aid out and then putting it back in to compare LOL In a strange way though I'm grateful for the relative silence when the aid is out. I've gotten so used to it I don't think I could stand all that noise all the time! But it reminds me of childhood ~ I didn't even realize I couldn't hear those things anymore. There are sounds my car makes that I've never heard before! LOL The one thing I can't figure out is my voice ~ I can't tell how loud or soft to talk with the HA in ~ people always tell me I talk too loud without it in, but now I feel like I'm yelling!
The aid is made by Audina, and it's a half-shell ITE aid (it's made as an in the canal aid but my ears are apparently shaped strangely and it won't fit all the way in the canal; it takes up about half of my ear LOL). It took a while to figure out how to get it to stay in my ear; I learned how to clean it and stop the feedback whistling. I also ended up with it in my left ear instead of the right; my right ear would need a BTE aid because of the shape of the ear canal; none of the ITE or ITC aids will fit it, but it's likely a custom earmold would allow a BTE to fit. So once I start my new job, and find out if my new insurance policy will cover HAs, I'll be looking into a BTE aid for that ear. The ITE aid I have now is comfortable but I'll bet the ear molds for a BTE are more comfortable.
The aid is also an "analog" aid but I like it ~ I like the fact that it amplifies everything rather than just speech ~ there is so much to listen to! It's definitely not like my hearing used to be, but it is close enough that I love it.
Thank you all so much for your support
I'm so happy! I drove around for like half an hour with the window down and the radio OFF ~ I wanted to listen to everything. I didn't even realize how much I wasn't hearing until I put on the aid. This is amazing. I don't care about what people think a bit anymore. I LOVE my HA.