No One Has Ever Admitted How Terrible What Was Done to Me Is

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Sometimes, all a person needs is a friend or 2.
 
Do you have a randomizer app that pulls up names of people, things and organizations, then you toss them into your posts?

STASI, John Lennon, Peter Gabriel, Gallaudet, AIDS, Down's Syndrome, Amnesty International, Carnegie Mellon, Mt. Desert Island, Cineaste Film Quarterly and Asian Cult Cinema--and that's just one thread!

BTW, just because there exists a blog or youtube video about a topic, that doesn't equate as proof or evidence of anything. It just means someone made a blog or video about something.

I'm truly sorry that you have such a troubled life but I'm afraid you'll never find peace as long as you dwell on these sick fantasies. Even if people try to befriend you, you'll scare them off because they don't want to be added to your list of public enemies.
 
Reba all you are doing is cheating yourself of a chance to know what really happened. You act as though Peter Gabriel doesn't exist. You act as though he didn't correspond with me for three years. You act as though the youtube video doesn't illustrate a neuroplasm. You act as though I wasn't printed in Cineaste. You act as though you aren't behaving like a character assassin for the STASI. All you are doing is discrediting yourself.

Accusing me of randomizing is a tired out. Why don't you just admit you cannot bring yourself to look at the evidence and declare yourself incompetent?
 
Maybe someone who is a licensed psychologist or psychiatrist will see this thread and reach out to you. The best luck.
 
deaftears said:
Reba all you are doing is cheating yourself of a chance to know what really happened. You act as though Peter Gabriel doesn't exist. You act as though he didn't correspond with me for three years. You act as though the youtube video doesn't illustrate a neuroplasm. You act as though I wasn't printed in Cineaste. You act as though you aren't behaving like a character assassin for the STASI. All you are doing is discrediting yourself.

Accusing me of randomizing is a tired out. Why don't you just admit you cannot bring yourself to look at the evidence and declare yourself incompetent?
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The video actually seems to illustrate tardive dyskinesia from years of anti psychotic medications.
 
deaftears said:
Reba all you are doing is cheating yourself of a chance to know what really happened. You act as though Peter Gabriel doesn't exist.
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Of course he exists; I'm old enough to know that. :roll:

You act as though he didn't correspond with me for three years. You act as though the youtube video doesn't illustrate a neuroplasm. You act as though I wasn't printed in Cineaste. You act as though you aren't behaving like a character assassin for the STASI. All you are doing is discrediting yourself.
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Yes, you found me out; I'm a member of the defunct STASI. :roll:

Accusing me of randomizing is a tired out. Why don't you just admit you cannot bring yourself to look at the evidence and declare yourself incompetent?
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FYI, I did look at your linked "evidence." All it proves is that the links exist. That doesn't make them evidentiary.

Incompetent as what? A rational human being? :)
 
The video is a neuroplasm that surfaced long before I had an sort of anti-psychotic medicines. It was impacted when I was tortured as a child. Does AP medicine cause blind spots with concussion as their medical signature?

Maybe you shouldn't go beyond your expertise level in making diagnosis. Stick to suggesting I chew gum.

The problem with dealing with you Reba, is that maybe you don't have a lot of knowledge about the world. You can't be expected to know who Martha Gellhorn was, much less why she would write to me, you wouldn't want to comment on John Stockwell's decision to involve himself in following me, nor would you appreciate a comment made by Jim Marrs comparing me to Galileo trying to convince people that the earth revolves around the sun, not vice versa.

Instead you wonder why I should have to evoke such people. It's simply because they are the sorts who have had contact with me, who know or knew what was going on before I did, and who wrote to challenge my integrity, or to scare me, or to intimidate me, depending on which one you choose to cite.

Reba, you should look up Martha Gellhorn and ask yourself why would this woman of all the people in the world write to James, to what ends, what did she say, what did she have in mind for me to take from her action? Look in the cover of For Whom the Bell Tolls to see who it was dedicated for.

You see, I don't mind reasoning with you, despite your cruel insults, because I see you as a fledgling, who is flailing against dealing with cruel issues, blaming me for something that really isn't my fault. The case is confusing.
 
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Reba I know you have great intentions trying to show him the light but it's a lost cause. Just let him go.
 
deaftears said:
The video is a neuroplasm that surfaced long before I had an sort of anti-psychotic medicines. It was impacted when I was tortured as a child. Does AP medicine cause blind spots with concussion as their medical signature?

Maybe you shouldn't go beyond your expertise level in making diagnosis. Stick to suggesting I chew gum.
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No, no, that is classic tardive dyskenisia . It's unmistakable.
 
Your misdiagnosis is sad and clarifies your willingness to go well beyond your competence. It's an advertisement for never trusting you. How do you explain it as tardives when it surfaced before I ever took AP meds?
 
deaftears said:
Your misdiagnosis is sad and clarifies your willingness to go well beyond your competence. It's an advertisement for never trusting you. How do you explain it as tardives when it surfaced before I ever took AP meds?
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:lol: It didn't. I know you are embarrassed by something you have no control over, especially when it is so readily identifiable as to the cause.

It's kind of silly of you to put up such documentation when there are any number of people with involvement in the medical field who can easily identify the syndrome.
 
I still don't understand why are you still here? nobody believes you and nobody are interested in your stories. they don't want to hear it anymore. so why not go somewhere where people would listen to you?
 
Jiro said:
I still don't understand why are you still here? nobody believes you and nobody are interested in your stories. they don't want to hear it anymore. so why not go somewhere where people would listen to you?
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I have a strong feeling we are the only people bored enough to respond at all, and on a board lackadaisical enough to not ban him sooner.
 
deaftears said:
The video is a neuroplasm that surfaced long before I had an sort of anti-psychotic medicines. It was impacted when I was tortured as a child. Does AP medicine cause blind spots with concussion as their medical signature?

Maybe you shouldn't go beyond your expertise level in making diagnosis. Stick to suggesting I chew gum.

The problem with dealing with you Reba, is that maybe you don't have a lot of knowledge about the world. You can't be expected to know who Martha Gellhorn was, much less why she would write to me, you wouldn't want to comment on John Stockwell's decision to involve himself in following me, nor would you appreciate a comment made by Jim Marrs comparing me to Galileo trying to convince people that the earth revolves around the sun, not vice versa.

Instead you wonder why I should have to evoke such people. It's simply because they are the sorts who have had contact with me, who know or knew what was going on before I did, and who wrote to challenge my integrity, or to scare me, or to intimidate me, depending on which one you choose to cite.

Reba, you should look up Martha Gellhorn and ask yourself why would this woman of all the people in the world write to James, to what ends, what did she say, what did she have in mind for me to take from her action? Look in the cover of For Whom the Bell Tolls to see who it was dedicated for.

You see, I don't mind reasoning with you, despite your cruel insults, because I see you as a fledgling, who is flailing against dealing with cruel issues, blaming me for something that really isn't my fault. The case is confusing.
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You are too funny to think that I either wouldn't know of these people or at least be able to look them up, especially since I spent more than 20 years as a professional journalist. :lol:

Besides, whether I know them or not doesn't make your statements about them any more credible.

You're right--I wouldn't appreciate any statements by Marrs since he's a big conspiracy fan.
 
Bottesini said:
I have a strong feeling we are the only people bored enough to respond at all, and on a board lackadaisical enough to not ban him sooner.
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Your strong feeling is incorrect. I have a number of close friends with schizophrenia who I can chat with anytime of the day 24/7 that I wish to, additionally I have made progress with several gentlemen and ladies in the JFK assassination forums.

I came here because I'm deaf. I feel it is my duty to check in a little bit from time to time.
 
Reba said:
You are too funny to think that I either wouldn't know of these people or at least be able to look them up, especially since I spent more than 20 years as a professional journalist. :lol:

Besides, whether I know them or not doesn't make your statements about them any more credible.

You're right--I wouldn't appreciate any statements by Marrs since he's a big conspiracy fan.
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I'm not particularly interested in Marrs beyond his valuable work on JFK's demise. If you that doesn't interest you it's again your pathology, not his.

For a professional journalist you rank high in propaganda techniques and very low in the ability to ascertain truth.
 
Mewtilation said:
Seriously, I am pretty sure he has paranoid schizophrenia.... I want to find him and give him meds... lots and lots of meds.... or have him baker acted... print some of these stories and ANY institution would baker act him in a heart beat! Good lord.... he's certified crazy though, that's for sure. Delusions, they're scary real all up in your head.... :shock: He needs a hobby.... Why don't you go start painting those little statues? That would take care of your OCD! Takes hours to paint those little army men accurately!
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He knows he's schizophrenic.

http://www.alldeaf.com/general-chat/110325-deaf-schizophrenia.html#post2161269
 
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