I found my flash drive and found this writing in some random folder. Not sure why I wrote this, not even sure if it's a poem or a letter to someone :P Thought I'd share with you guys. (It doesn't seem to be finished, I guess I gave up on it, don't even remember to be honest)
It is best for you not to read this.
It is a challenge for me to tell you I love you with you seeing the meaning of it.
I tell to myself, how can this girl love me back? I'm a nobody.
I live in darkness, where nothing ever existed. I am the only one.
It is my own world, and no one is there. I do not allow it.
I am myself, I am one, I am the creator of my world.
I made this happen, I decided for this to happen. Can I bear it anymore longer?
For years, living on my own world, I've finally seen something so beautiful.
So beautiful, I got scared.
Nothing of these were supposed to exist in my own world.
It was love, the love I found, the love I had for you.
Can it be true?
I've finally found a girl that is one for me?
This feeling..
I've never felt like this.
Can I really bear it anymore longer?
You've finally brighten up my world.
You've finally got rid of the darkness.
I can now see.
I can now feel.
I can now think.
I'll tell you this.
Living on my own world, was never easy.
I was lonely.
I couldn't run away.
There was no place I could go.
I couldn't run away from my fears.
I couldn't run away from my pains.
Why must I continue to fight?
I decided that, what have I done?
Was it a fate, that struck upon me?
I do not care anymore.
Millions of thoughts race in my mind.
Every night I lose my mind with thoughts of you.
It is best for you not to read this.
It is a challenge for me to tell you I love you with you seeing the meaning of it.
I tell to myself, how can this girl love me back? I'm a nobody.
I live in darkness, where nothing ever existed. I am the only one.
It is my own world, and no one is there. I do not allow it.
I am myself, I am one, I am the creator of my world.
I made this happen, I decided for this to happen. Can I bear it anymore longer?
For years, living on my own world, I've finally seen something so beautiful.
So beautiful, I got scared.
Nothing of these were supposed to exist in my own world.
It was love, the love I found, the love I had for you.
Can it be true?
I've finally found a girl that is one for me?
This feeling..
I've never felt like this.
Can I really bear it anymore longer?
You've finally brighten up my world.
You've finally got rid of the darkness.
I can now see.
I can now feel.
I can now think.
I'll tell you this.
Living on my own world, was never easy.
I was lonely.
I couldn't run away.
There was no place I could go.
I couldn't run away from my fears.
I couldn't run away from my pains.
Why must I continue to fight?
I decided that, what have I done?
Was it a fate, that struck upon me?
I do not care anymore.
Millions of thoughts race in my mind.
Every night I lose my mind with thoughts of you.
