JoeyDeafNinja
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I met her from a online video game. She was first one to came to me out of blue and wanted to know me. Thought it wasn't big deal since I was not even fan of long distance relationship. We started to talk on Skype everyday for almost month. She became more comfortable with me that quick. Finally I was able to developed a feeling for her and I was surprised because I hate long distance so much because of trust issue. She also has feeling for me as well. From what I have noticed, she didn't talk much and give me barely information about her when I have gave plenty information to her. I thought I could trust her. Two weeks ago was when I had spring break. I decided to hold out and wait to see if she would get on and say hello but she never did for almost a week. I honestly was confused because all these things she had say how she felt about me seem in conflict with her actions. I tried to be patient for another day but couldn't and said hello. She never reply back like ever. I decided to try a thing which was a question related to The 100 tv show and she actually answered.
I don't understand. It doesn't make any sense at all.
Two days ago, I decided to cut the all ties with her and be friend only. So I first asked her if she actually have a feeling for me. She never reply back. After few hours, I decided to say that I always will be her friend. Hit me up any time she want to talk. Next day she replied back with how she felt about me and BAM. Lovesick sneaked in and hit me. Then I sent her back that I still do have feeling for her but I felt like she is not even trying at all.
She still won't say anything about that. Today I logged in a online video game, the same one we met on. I talked with some random players in a group and sudden..her friend made a comment about me which NO ONE KNOW expect me and her. She have told me that she is not that kind of person to share. She is private person. I caught a red flag and logged off after that. I asked her why her friend said that and she acted as if she had no idea. I call bull****.
I having mixed feeling of upset, disappointed and confused. She knew I have really bad depression and my bad experiences.
So I need any advice on how to deal with this situation. Felt like I am being tied down. I have thought of removing her from friend list and never contact her again but I am afraid that I probably misunderstood so I couldn't make any decision. I couldn't find any woman like her. She is truly amazing woman but what she is doing right now is turning me off. I had a friend warned me that some women tend to be like snake. Her actions does seem display that she is "one of them". I am guessing my friend may be right. Either that or its my fault for allow myself to fall for her.
What I should say or do?
I don't understand. It doesn't make any sense at all.
Two days ago, I decided to cut the all ties with her and be friend only. So I first asked her if she actually have a feeling for me. She never reply back. After few hours, I decided to say that I always will be her friend. Hit me up any time she want to talk. Next day she replied back with how she felt about me and BAM. Lovesick sneaked in and hit me. Then I sent her back that I still do have feeling for her but I felt like she is not even trying at all.
She still won't say anything about that. Today I logged in a online video game, the same one we met on. I talked with some random players in a group and sudden..her friend made a comment about me which NO ONE KNOW expect me and her. She have told me that she is not that kind of person to share. She is private person. I caught a red flag and logged off after that. I asked her why her friend said that and she acted as if she had no idea. I call bull****.
I having mixed feeling of upset, disappointed and confused. She knew I have really bad depression and my bad experiences.
So I need any advice on how to deal with this situation. Felt like I am being tied down. I have thought of removing her from friend list and never contact her again but I am afraid that I probably misunderstood so I couldn't make any decision. I couldn't find any woman like her. She is truly amazing woman but what she is doing right now is turning me off. I had a friend warned me that some women tend to be like snake. Her actions does seem display that she is "one of them". I am guessing my friend may be right. Either that or its my fault for allow myself to fall for her.
What I should say or do?
