Thanks all!
for the positive support , thoughts, prayers and comments..
Katzie .. yes.. i keep saying OMFG.. but I cant say it anymore since HE up above has so much for us lately..
Peachy.. thanks..
I am trying hard to be good mommy.. but you cant prevent many things will happen to the kids.. I dont have more than 2 arms or .. more than 2 eyes.. to look over.. only your words to teach the kids... to listen.. if they dont listen.. they will regret it.. and will say. i am sorry mom for not listen or.. i am sorry mom and you are right..
just praying everyday for kids' safety.. and thank HIM for everything that he give us daily... food, under roof, kids' health, remind them that HE is still love them.. also thank HIM for family and friends too..