Lucia, I'm glad to hear that you are doing so well. As far as seeing some nasty stuff, A few years ago, I ate my dinner (hamburger and fries) while securing the scene of a fatal motorcycle accident where what was left of the riders leg looked alot like my burger!
I used to train new cops when they came out of the academy. I made a new cop sick when we had a dead guy that sat there in his apartment for about 4 weeks in the middle of the summer with the windows closed. After seeing the horror show inside, I went out to my car, grabbed my milk shake, and stood by the front door outside and drank my shake. You know its gonna be a nasty one when you can smell the guy before ya get to his house, then when ya get there, the window sills are covered with piles of dead flies.
Thenew guy said he couldnt stand to watch me drink that shake when he could still smell the dead guy. BTW, the dead guys face had slid almost all of the way off of his skull.
Sorry to those that have a weak stomach.
So, hows the activation going?