BecLak
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That is a tough predicament because to suddenly go voice-off could appear to some as if you are withdrawing from them. You need to make them aware of the difficulties you face trying to communicate orally and that signing allows you to better express yourself in a language that is more natural to you. Even better if you could encourage them to learn sign language, too. And you definitely need the full support of your husband. I hope he's learning sign language along with you.
MM,
I am signing as much as I can with what I am learning with the younger children (7 and 10). I have only been able to pick up sign language through DVDs and online sign dictionaries at the moment. (I have absolutely no way to interact with the Deaf community here, except when I am home in Australia on occasion).
With the older kids (teenagers and young adults) I am taking it gradually telling them that I will continue to sign, but I am not expecting them to sign back to me until they are comfortable to. My husband is supportive but due to the nature of his work, and also that we have a lot of his work colleagues constantly around him even at home, I cannot have the freedom to use sign language suddenly off the bat like you said. So, I am not expecting my husband to sign with me, only if he so chooses to (which may come in due course).
You see, my all-hearing family are still adjusting. It has been a shock to them when I suddenly, around 2 years ago, told them the honest truth that I was severely-deaf and not just HOH. They still say 'but Mum, you have managed just fine all your life and all our lives' They are trying to understand. I have been doing things gradually to make a comfortable transition for everyone around me.
I just need to make a bold leap into the deep end for myself. I am not timid, just building up my vocabulary in sign language enough to use it consistently. The little kids are no problem if I sign to them, they sign back. If they don't catch what I am signing, I let them figure out what I am saying, if they still don't know, I then interpret for them. I don't sign and speak. I sign, then interpret into spoken English. The next time, I usually find they will remember the new sign.
Here are some of the steps I am taking: I have already for quite a long time now insisted on CCs when viewing TV or movies/DVDs. I refused to watch anything without them. I am now refusing to take voice calls which was/is the most difficult thing I have had to face now and in the past. (I don't have access to tty or relay services here, however, I do use relay in Australia). I use Skype, FB or email to communicate to people outside of the family. I now sms the family and I am insisting they SMS ONLY back to me and not to voice-call me. (I can just manage to decipher my family members on the phone, if the volume is turned up really loud, but cannot strangers.) Because I get worn down with all this deciphering. I know now that I have the option not to - a choice for 40 years or more I didn't know I had).
I am soon ready to take the plunge to go totally voice-off at home. As for work-related situations, I plan to use English as my acquired language. If I can use sms, I will do so, if I can get information in written form I will. I will only speak when it is required that I do so and even then only when I absolutely have to.
If it calls for it, I have no qualms to inform people that I need to speech-read for comprehension.
If there are any further suggestions of what more I can do, they will be very welcomed.