I'm going home.

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I withdrew from film school today (Friday, June 15, 2007)

I miss my dog... and I am homesick....

Plus I got no friends here and the classrooms at film school are too boring
for me.... I guess because I know some film stuff...

Enough of Universal Studio... and backlot...

Yesterday 2 instructors helped me film 2 actors (student) at the backlot...
It was okay, but too hot out here....

Tomorrow or maybe Sunday, I am heading out... might stop by Las Vegas
and see if I can win some MOOLAH....
YAY!!!!! Bring home the money, bring home the money, bring home the money!!!!!
 
If you aren't happy, then change your goal. I wish you the best of luck

Cheers
 
Patrice, have a safe trip back to Little Rock.

I am sure your family and Brittany will be so happy to see you back with them.
 
Thank you all...

Yeah... change my goal... I guess I save my money to own a business...
since I got my business degree from college for backup plan...

Um, maybe I should change my email address and um Alex, can
I change my name to DeafBusiness???

I am not from Little Rock.

Brian:rl:
 
How about you could start your own film business? Do you have an Apple computer like Final Cut Express or Final Cut Studio? You already got the skills no matter what.
 
that is what this film school is using, Final Cut Pro.

I really wanna go home.... but I am too tired... I don't know why.

I don't wanna do film anymore.... I'm just here to try
to prove to everyone that I can do film...

But ugh, I don't really care for filming...

So I'm just gonna go home.
 
Depression?

I know what kind of work on computers everyday. I don't enjoy looking at the monitors (even LCD monitors) that makes my eyes tired. In college, I was a computer designer, video editing work (1st degree), and a computer programming (2nd degree). I changed my career as an art framer to make frames for the pictures & paintings. I run my own small business, and it is just all right.
 
I feel that they (film school staffs) are limiting me too strictly just because I am hearing impaired. I feel they aren't being fair. They should let me
face hard challenge. I want the same opportunities as everyone else....

The guy who suggestted that I do One on One (me and instructor) and
my instructor (who looked like Colin Ferrell) really really hurt my feeling.

They think I can't do that... but I can.

I don't need that instructor to hold my hands, treating me like a baby.
 
Do you think that they think of you as somewhat retarded? :dunno2:
They are jerk.

Maybe, some of them are too much helpful to you. I like to be in one on one which is great the more you will learn than what you learn in the class.

I really don't know you and your situation. You need to act bossy in a way, but not being fuzzy and crabby person.

About Colin Ferrell, you should tell your interpreter. He will like that.
 
webexplorer said:
Do you think that they think of you as somewhat retarded? :dunno2:
They are jerk.

Maybe, some of them are too much helpful to you. I like to be in one on one which is great the more you will learn than what you learn in the class.

I really don't know you and your situation. You need to act bossy in a way, but not being fuzzy and crabby person.

About Colin Ferrell, you should tell your interpreter. He will like that.
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I didn't have an interpreter....

My film instructor looks like Colin Ferrell...

Anyway... if I want to be a film director, I have to learn
how to deal with people and how to communicate with actors and crews.
I can't just rely on people to do stuff for me....
 
Wish you a luck,
Don't change your username, and it is getting real boring!!!
Stay away from one person, you hear me.
 
Why did you say that? Stay away from one person?

Why deaf people are like this? Why they hate me so much?

What did I do? Stay away from people? Why?

Nobody suppose to email me either?

Why deaf people are so cruel to me for?

Is your life so bad that you want to make me feel bad too?

Why deaf people are so insensitive and don't care about my feeling?

Fine sure, I go buy me the cleaniest island on earth and
make me a nice house there and adopt me some pets and
live happily... with no people and no DISEASE, especially AIDS, yuck.
And also no ciggy butts.
 
Well, the problem seems to be that you're giving us two kinds of attitude.

First, you complain that you don't like people taking pity on you.

Next, you complain here asking us to pity you.

Which is it?
 
TFWFalcon said:
Are you quitter very easily?.
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Yeah...

My self esteem.... is very low...

My Camera Instructor was videotaping me and we were testing the
lights... and I saw myself on a screen... and I got sooooooooooo
DEPRESS..... I was like, I can't believe I am so ugly.... Eww, do I really
look like that....
No wonder people are so scare of me.... I feel like I gotta go home.

So I went home.

Even with that cute teacher who looks like Colin Ferrell...
I don't know why he is so nice to me... he doesn't need
to be around me...

Maybe I should take Guido's suggestion, just go ahead and end my life.
 
Gee. I am sorry how you feel about it. I know a man who works at Lowes (i.e. HomeDepot). His face had burn skin in half (redness). He helps himself to keep busy there, and he is happy to get out and do something. You are not alone. You don't need to be depressed.

It is common that many people are depressed. So am I. They go to see their counselor once a week or a few weeks. It does help them.

We all want to be rich and enjoy without a mortgage. I prefer to pay off all of my bills, and then I can enjoy something without being rich. Wealthy is not always happy life.
 
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