I can't ever decide or how to come up with the money to go. First of all,I got accepted to Gallaudet in July 2007 but I turned it down due to me being too emotional leaving my one-person dog,German Shepherd and the fiancial costs(20,000 per year). So I took a year off after that until I signed and got into my local community college in August 2008. I'm not liking it so far. To be honest,I never had any true friends in my life/school years. So I aske Gallaudet to reconsider my app for 2009 and once again,I got approved. I just finished app for FAFSA but afraid they'll screw me and not give me that much money while I'm a white disabled minority,middle class,single parent(mother),and a brother already in college struggling with bank loans since FAFSA didn't give him much money either for 2007-2008. But I would love to go to Gallaudet to pursue communications(a degree recommended by WWE for creative writing/storyline)and since I can't do any physical wrestling,why not make storylines?! and maybe have acting as a minor since I want to become a successful actor like Maitlin(forgot her first name,lol). I'm so worried about leaving my baby Eva and I don't want her to become associated with another family than myself. ANd I want a deaf girlfriend so bad so maybe while I'm up there,I can date too. I'm afraid my dog will "forget" me and turn away from me even though I plan to come home every other weekend if I go up there.
RANT RANT RANT,lol.
RANT RANT RANT,lol.