freckles
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not to starve myself. no. I weight fine today. just the average. the same for over 5 years now.
at thousandth of time - almost every other day - I really don't know what I want to eat. don't know what I'm hungry for. or have forgot my lunch time. maybe twice or thrice a month I know. drives me nutty to no end. then I'd rather just wait until I know what I want to eat or go to sleep if tired.
another problem; I get sick of eating same food easily. if I ate chicken with rice today then I'm not in mood for these again after few weeks has passed. goes the same for every food. every drink too.
those are only I can live on for weeks are salads, mangoes, cheeses and avocados ...but that, obviously, is not very healthy. and only time I eat good is when I am with my friends. I rarely do breakfasts.
each time I motivated myself by making grocery list from recipe books trying to cook at least a hearty dinner a week, I keep totally forgot that I have food in the refrigator. even though I understand it is opened for 24 hours 7 days, I've forgotten my food. all the time. I still find my refrigator with most of them rottened just because I'm not hungry for that goal anymore. and wasting my money on food I don't want a day later is another issue.
not very much in there anyway. and I'm getting sick of pastas and sandwiches (I love creamy pastas and good sandwiches but I don't eat spanighetti). easy to cook, toss in sauce/flavors afterwards or dump meats/cheese in and eat like I've not eaten for days. this frustration eats me up.
being a picky eater (due to my supersensitive stomach, reacts to many food) with years of food abuse also makes eating habits harder... a habit I guess.
also venting. anyone care to shove ideas in my mouth?
at thousandth of time - almost every other day - I really don't know what I want to eat. don't know what I'm hungry for. or have forgot my lunch time. maybe twice or thrice a month I know. drives me nutty to no end. then I'd rather just wait until I know what I want to eat or go to sleep if tired.
another problem; I get sick of eating same food easily. if I ate chicken with rice today then I'm not in mood for these again after few weeks has passed. goes the same for every food. every drink too.
those are only I can live on for weeks are salads, mangoes, cheeses and avocados ...but that, obviously, is not very healthy. and only time I eat good is when I am with my friends. I rarely do breakfasts.
each time I motivated myself by making grocery list from recipe books trying to cook at least a hearty dinner a week, I keep totally forgot that I have food in the refrigator. even though I understand it is opened for 24 hours 7 days, I've forgotten my food. all the time. I still find my refrigator with most of them rottened just because I'm not hungry for that goal anymore. and wasting my money on food I don't want a day later is another issue.
not very much in there anyway. and I'm getting sick of pastas and sandwiches (I love creamy pastas and good sandwiches but I don't eat spanighetti). easy to cook, toss in sauce/flavors afterwards or dump meats/cheese in and eat like I've not eaten for days. this frustration eats me up.
being a picky eater (due to my supersensitive stomach, reacts to many food) with years of food abuse also makes eating habits harder... a habit I guess.
also venting. anyone care to shove ideas in my mouth?