I really do and this I think has caused me not to do well with it, which makes me hate it worse. It is a vicious cycle. I have a very large vocabulary, I love words but I am a horrible speller, I always have been. I have to really think some times on how a word is spelled or memorize it a certain way so I spell it correctly. Another problem is that if a hearing person were to vocally spell a word…. Say “discontented” I would have to have them repeat it over and over before I got it. I know the word, and use it. But that part of my brain just doesn’t work well for some reason. Ggggrrrrr. Any tips on how to improve? I used to take the fingerspelling quizzes on aslpro.com everyday during lunch but now my schedule has changed and I cannot do that. It helped a little. Blah I wish I was a better speller.