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how u feel if when people or your friends play game with your mind or behind ur back then they care about you? i hate people are doing this ... sorry if i take it too personal here since i want to express my feelings here .... its really HARD to find some true friend or right crowd to fit it in .... they can't accept who i am ... like im CLEAN for 3 years, once a while smokin a pot , im not doing drugs lately after somethings really bad happen to me when i took estacsy in 3 years ago.... sigh.... they have to understand! ... they just CAN'T accept me and start not interesting into me becuz i am not on drugs ... what the fuck ?!
i know i should not think of them and focus on myself but STILL ... i sometimes want to have fun with a company and etc, u know what i mean ? sheesh!
 
i can understand how u feel .... don't worry about these ppl ... cuz there is so plently of people round the world... otherwise don't forget that we are ur friends !!
 
Originally posted by knightwolf68
i can understand how u feel .... don't worry about these ppl ... cuz there is so plently of people round the world... otherwise don't forget that we are ur friends !!
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aw thank you!
 
I have never taken any illegal drugs before, so I can't say that I'm in the same shoes as you are.

But I've noticed that very few people are "backstabbing" me, even though I thought they were my friends. :dunno: I didn't like it at all. I've heard a lot of "bad things" about these friends from other friends, and I simply don't spread it around, because it's not my business or problem. My only problem is only my business, not other friends' business. Feel me?
 
Originally posted by daprilz
how u feel if when people or your friends play game with your mind or behind ur back then they care about you? i hate people are doing this ... sorry if i take it too personal here since i want to express my feelings here .... its really HARD to find some true friend or right crowd to fit it in .... they can't accept who i am ... like im CLEAN for 3 years, once a while smokin a pot , im not doing drugs lately after somethings really bad happen to me when i took estacsy in 3 years ago.... sigh.... they have to understand! ... they just CAN'T accept me and start not interesting into me becuz i am not on drugs ... what the fuck ?!
i know i should not think of them and focus on myself but STILL ... i sometimes want to have fun with a company and etc, u know what i mean ? sheesh!
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can you believe, i went hospital for one week since i got reallly bad trippin from estacsy, i got 4 estacsy stuck in my stomach so they have to put a long needle in my back spine to "vaccumm" in my stomach and all that ... its really HELL PAINFUL!!! anyway .... GUESS WHAT ? MY GOOD FRIENDS/ MY FRIENDS - NOBODY SHOW UP!!! i was very angry and realize they are NO GOOD friends!!! of course my family and my boyfriend's family show up and being there for me .... but NONE from my friends ... im still angry about it ... sigh, its hard for me to let it go ! ARGGGGH!
 
Originally posted by ChelEler
I have never taken any illegal drugs before, so I can't say that I'm in the same shoes as you are.

But I've noticed that very few people are "backstabbing" me, even though I thought they were my friends. :dunno: I didn't like it at all. I've heard a lot of "bad things" about these friends from other friends, and I simply don't spread it around, because it's not my business or problem. My only problem is only my business, not other friends' business. Feel me?
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oh yeah, i feel you since they stabbed their backs in my own face ... i was like WHY ARE U STILL FRIENDS WITH THEM? they was like uh ... why not take advantage of them and blah ? i felt soooo DIGUSTIING! plus wonder, are they doing same thing to me? unless i wont let them borrow my money, do any favors for them and blah ... u know ?
 
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Originally posted by daprilz
can you believe, i went hospital for one week since i got reallly bad trippin from estacsy, i got 4 estacsy stuck in my stomach so they have to put a long needle in my back spine to "vaccumm" in my stomach and all that ... its really HELL PAINFUL!!! anyway .... GUESS WHAT ? MY GOOD FRIENDS/ MY FRIENDS - NOBODY SHOW UP!!! i was very angry and realize they are NO GOOD friends!!! of course my family and my boyfriend's family show up and being there for me .... but NONE from my friends ... im still angry about it ... sigh, its hard for me to let it go ! ARGGGGH!
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**"vaccumm" to take estasy out from my stomach
 
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Originally posted by daprilz
can you believe, i went hospital for one week since i got reallly bad trippin from estacsy, i got 4 estacsy stuck in my stomach so they have to put a long needle in my back spine to "vaccumm" in my stomach and all that ... its really HELL PAINFUL!!! anyway .... GUESS WHAT ? MY GOOD FRIENDS/ MY FRIENDS - NOBODY SHOW UP!!! i was very angry and realize they are NO GOOD friends!!! of course my family and my boyfriend's family show up and being there for me .... but NONE from my friends ... im still angry about it ... sigh, its hard for me to let it go ! ARGGGGH!
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u are not only one who went through like that ... i went through same as urs but not what u had been thru in the hospital ... hey remmy nobody is perfect ... so now u know who is ur true friend or not ... and move on ... there is plently of ppl out there... and let these old friends go ... thats what i did ... I don't care if they think i am blah blah blah ... they just simple waste their times to think things are going to be same or not ... I have changed allot inside me and understand more better than way back in the younger ages .. just ingore them and move on...
 
Originally posted by daprilz
oh yeah, i feel you since they stabbed their backs in my own face ... i was like WHY ARE U STILL FRIENDS WITH THEM? they was like uh ... why not take advantage of them and blah ? i felt soooo DIGUSTIING! plus wonder, are they doing same thing to me? unless i wont let them borrow my money, do any favors for them and blah ... u know ?
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u just learn something about who they are and know that they didn't return the favor or something like that... then move on to somewhere else ..
 
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Originally posted by knightwolf68
u are not only one who went through like that ... i went through same as urs but not what u had been thru in the hospital ... hey remmy nobody is perfect ... so now u know who is ur true friend or not ... and move on ... there is plently of ppl out there... and let these old friends go ... thats what i did ... I don't care if they think i am blah blah blah ... they just simple waste their times to think things are going to be same or not ... I have changed allot inside me and understand more better than way back in the younger ages .. just ingore them and move on...
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yeah true, u got point. :(
 
Indeed it IS hard to find a true friend... everybody's just different.
 
Originally posted by daprilz
*scoffs* :ugh: u don't get it!
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hey everybody calm down ..... It is so silly to be war over for little silly stuffs .... I am sure that daprilz will be all right once she get older ... I have allot of faith in her that she will have better friends later on once she learn how to reconize which is true friend or not ... It take some times to sort it out
 
Originally posted by Steel
believe ME...hearing people NEVER invite me just because i'm deaf.
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yeah, i understood ... they KNOW they dont feel like to write down on papers ... so rather not INVITE you becuz u will feel hurt and leave out ... if they are not talkin to you ....
 
Originally posted by Steel
believe ME...hearing people NEVER invite me just because i'm deaf.
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bonk my head against my keyboard kjadskfjdifufidfjkdsfjkdjkfduidjkgjfk why don't u invite ur hearing friend over to ur place then they might invite u over to their place .... Thats what i did !! It does work ... as sharing each other .. if they don't want to invite u over then u will know the answer ... so quit complaint about hearing ppl ... they did same thing to me ... so i back off and leave them alone which i can understand why is that due to lack of commuicate sooo what !!! they will realize what they have missing about me !! so Who cares cuz there is heck many hearing ppl out there ... and deaf ppl is small community so don't expect it to be that way !!
 
Originally posted by knightwolf68
bonk my head against my keyboard kjadskfjdifufidfjkdsfjkdjkfduidjkgjfk
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haha i know how u felt .... sigh!
 
Originally posted by daprilz
haha i know how u felt .... sigh!
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:cool: hey daprilz , Trust me that u will be all right and u will discover better friends later on... Don't worry about that .. and keep ur chin up !
 
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